Down
The devil doesn't come to you
all red and fire and brimstone
But he seeps into your life
like ink in water, or a low black cloud
Then rises up in you like a dark wave
Until you're a house in the night without lights on.
The devil doesn't howl at you
all loud and wild and gutteral
But at night he whispers, calmly
Into sleeping, dreaming ears
Lustful liturgies and broken gospel
Until you're a radio without a melody.
The devil doesn't bear fruit for you
all crisp and tart and sweet
But he serves you some candlelit dinner,
Slow-braised and falling off the bone,
Until your stomach turns
And all that you taste is rotten.
The devil doesn't make me come for you,
My skin all red and fire and brimstone -
But your hands, your tongue, your eyes
Your body is hallowed ground,
Bury me beneath it,
Three shovels-full of dirt upon me
Until I'm a moan without a mouth.
One for the time you pulled my hair
Two for the time you choked me
Three for the time you told me you loved me
I am the unsaved, and it is warm here.