ONLY BE ONE
Is there a face you see more than others?...
Is there someone you hold dear to your heart more than loving Lovers?...
Seen the first blanket you lied beneath?....
Someone who can testify that they been around when you lost your....
First set of teeth?...
You’re thinking of that face right now..
Or at least you should by now....
Do you love them unconditionally?..
Thus traditionally?...
Have they witnessed your first company settled in?...
Watched you break countless pencil tips?...
They most likely know about the first time you ever got in trouble...
Won’t float away like a blown bubble...
Been around most of your known struggles...
Has always in some way helped get your goals coupled....
Laughed hysterically when you got soaked trying to jump over a puddle....
Was home when you came in beat and battered...
Spat water in your face with laughter...
Maybe knows you always wanted to be an actor...
I know one...
There can Only Be One...
Mines me Mum..
It Takes Two
Wings spread...
Assumed to fly.....
Gained respect your gonna like...
You think it ink it someone's gonna see it....
You aquire a phone and the bill is payed fact!... Someone's gonna dial yah digits..
Well....
Unless you switch it....
My room is my office my room is my cubicle....
Nice space...
Quite beautiful.....
Writing poetry I turn spikes to spindles.....
Shove monsters in rentals!....
Sit back address then undress my mental....
Turn the two nights to single....
Where there's a chest there's like two nipples....
A dimple two dimples...
If your a gamer....
More than two systems...
If a close friend stabs you in the back....
He instantaneously becomes a face traitor....
Pimps manage their escorts single handily.....
Turning them into mans eye candy....
Monday mornings crabby and most people are crapping.....
Why such a waste?....
I don't know.......
Somekind of make wafers??....
Those corrupt control wage labor...
You live next to those that are troublesome..
Change neighbors.....
When the time of a harlots companionship is over that's the time you're supposed to you pay her.....
The sun warms the skin....
The summer swimming pool says Come get in!....
All druggys cry if they can't get a fix...
People addicted TV throw fits if they can't get netflix....
A bite from a komodo dragon will quickly get infected....
Most birthdays growing up a birthday presents expected...
It Takes Two to be affectionate, one to be the president, and It takes M&M'S to "Melt in your mouth not in your hand."......
What Love Has Bound
Love me I'll love you...
No third person middle man just us two.....
Troubles sprout that's the first person you run to....
A requited commitment...
Never again alone desolate.....
No longer will there be feelings of being undesired, unworthy, or even wanted....
Just the question of what took you so long to be summoned?.....
Brought up almost like an inside joke...
But instead a unique subject with unique substance....
Shared by not one but by two....
Bringing longevity to life like eating bread nuts dried fruits....
Breaking up separating my mind says it be unwise too.....
Just like shooting a shot in hockey....
The way you swing tells you what the puck might do....
Same as if there's a disagreement and one's tongue hangs out.....
There's bound to be clout....
Don't sweat the small stuff....
Love unconditionally, forgive and don't mark it down....
But mark these words....
Marriage is like a toilet seat and it will inevitably....
Especially the first year....
Have its ups and downs....
So only focus and concentrate on What Love Has Bound....
I Choose This
Love come into my heart...
Weld whole its fragments and pieces...
Before it is forever shunned into the dark...
Use any action as needed....
I don't want to remember or relive it...
Don't let darkness wrap me in.....
You see me my actions are speakin...
Recieve, Perceive what my mind has spilt and is leakin....
This heart of mine is fatally wounded from its long abuse and misuse it's worn and torn...
So bad it just may be bleedin....
Early in the day I almost had collapsed leanin when I stood to go smoke a cig....
I feel and see that my picture has been painted....
With a darker color green...
Shaded jaded....
In ways related take is makin me defenseless without my own born blade aided...
I go to my own roots...
I self medicate copin sedated....
But only for a moment....
Especially soon when I once again no longer condone it....
Maybe I should schedule a doc appointment and see what my doctor proposes....
I suppose this is a good time before death approaches....
But why?.........
I choose this.....
Beauty in everything
I believe that beauty lies everywhere
Everywhere and anywhere
It can be in the struggle
Beauty likes to snuggle
It can be in the success
The beauty in impress
Beauty can be in laughter and tears
It can be here and on the life stairs
Yes, they are different kind of beauties
But every beauty is a duty
You can't reach beauty without dreaming
It will come with tears streaming
But it's worth it
The same with faith - you can't turn it
The twists, the tears, the beauty
You just have to see
where my demons hide
maybe someone will hear me and understand that it’s harder than it looks to be alive and when I suffered from anorexia and people stared and didn’t offer to help me maybe that was because I’m useless and maybe my self-pity all leads back to my demons hiding.
my demons comfort me in ways in which others do not understand but I understand them and sometimes when I’m alone I cry and I think this is the demons coming out from hiding.
and when my mother said I am useless I cried and I laughed because the demons say so too and it feels like a warm hug.
there are multitudes of reasons not to listen to your demons but for me this is impossible and I am constantly fighting them in my mind while trying to focus on life but they are loud loud loud.
and the loud loud loud demons fight for my attention and while this is bad it does distract me from my life.
demons provide comfort provide stability in thought provide consistent love.
Tell me I meant something more
than just a girl you talked to once
tell me last time you said hello
you didn’t mean to say goodbye
I didn’t know last time
was the last time
can we start over
say hello like our lips
have never touched
like our hearts never called
each other home
can I take you there
I’ll write you love letters
you will never even read
love letters that will gladly age
in your closet drawer
the bottom one to the right
in that same box where
you’ve always kept
your heart.
Heart in a box -{renata ferretti}
