Escape
I need to escape
this prison my mind's
being held captive in.
I built the walls
with the help of my thoughts,
and I never
made an exit.
The walls are made of
stone.
They pound
inside my head with mallets of
headaches,
tears,
insomnia,
identity questioning,
loneliness,
and knowing
no one will ever understand.
No matter how hard
I try to spill
my guts out into words,
they will never
reveal
what the stone walls
are holding in.
What the mallets
try to break
them for.
...
captivity
is
inevitable
Monsters
When we were a kid
we create monsters in our head.
When we grew up,
they grew up too, and grew stronger
while we grew weaker.
They lived in our head and
fed off our fear.
Acknowledging their existence made them
stronger.
We'll grow up and they'll continue
consuming us. Consuming our
every waking moment
with fear.
We stay the same little kid that made
the monsters until we
become the monsters we could never get rid of.
A Stress Poem, Not a Love Poem
It feels as if I'm in the sea,
and we're not meant to be.
So the waves pull me,
and they heave
us further apart.
I never wanted to depart.
Our love is a work of art.
All I want is your heart,
and all I can give in return is mine.
as sweet as the scent of pine,
our relationship is really fine.
I'd never want it to end.
I could never go back to being just a friend.