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I know, everything is my fault and I'm a horrible person.
but I just have one question:
what gives you the right to tell me who I'm allowed to be?
what gives you the right to tell me who I am?
what gives you the right to tell me I can't be what feels right?
what gives you the right to treat us like shit and pretend it didn't happen?
what makes you think we won't push you away?
nothing.
I'm not a horrible person for being upset with you.
but I do have one more question.
why are you such a god. damn. child.
lost
I feel so
lost.
I feel so
tired,
so weak.
So lost
when I let go
of your
hand,
walking
down the road.
I can't see
you anymore,
I can't remember
if I passed you
or not.
I just wish
I could rewind the clock
to that moment
our hands slipped
out of grasp.
Maybe it happened suddenly,
or maybe
it happened so slowly
neither of us noticed.
Or maybe you did,
but we were too far apart
for you to tell me.
All I can do is say I'm sorry,
and I miss you.
My hand is so cold without yours in it.