The dark side in my heart is

grief from the past that cannot be wiped away.

It’s alright, for I don’t give a damn.

I fired my blaster and stretched out my hands.

I’ve detached my life from myself so that I could gaze into the picture frame.

However, there’s no proof of my existence, and I can barely even protect my very self.

The path I’ve been avoiding and unable to pass has been like this for a while.

And then, everyone has disappeared off it...

Destiny can eat shit and die.

If I can’t achieve something, I will cry for pride.

Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world, an aria of love resounds.

Things such as the distorted real world, twisted wishes,

or the ideals and tomorrows that are crumbling away,

they’ve become so tedious that I want to just throw them away.

Goodbye, precious life.

The dark cloud in my heart is clearing up,

and light is shining onto my path.

Let’s fight, without any fear, with a double-edged sword brandished over our head.

My life is not so lonesome, for I am being guided by the voices of my comrades.

With the proof of my existence reaffirmed, I released my very self.

The path I’ve been avoiding

and unable to pass has always been like this.

Now my hesitation has completely dissipated...

Destiny can eat shit and die.

I will be a reckless daredevil and cry for pride.

Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world, I can hear an aria of love.

Things such as the writhed world wish to be fulfilled,

or weak grumblings, I have already crushed them with my hands.

The more I threw it away,

the more precious it became; it’s my precious life.

Destiny can eat shit and die.

If I can’t achieve something, I will cry for pride.

Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world,

an aria of love resounds.

Things such as the distorted real world, twisted wishes,

or the ideals and tomorrows that are crumbling away, they’ve become so tedious that I want to just throw them away.

Goodbye, precious life.

I will simply repaint my destiny.

Even if I become covered in wounds, I’ll try for pride.

Ah, ah, ah, alone in my world,

I still sing about love. Things such as the writhed world wish to be fulfilled, or the bond and the future we are starting to build up and consolidate, they are still precious in the end even when I have thrown them away.

It’s my precious life

Inexperienced

Heartless

But even so

Be beautiful

No Destiny, unworthy

If it’s like this, then probably things will go well

If we just talk as if it’s never enough

Things, money, love, words,

I’m tired of self-asserting myself already

Déjà vu, what are you so unsatisfied about?

You’ve said all sorts of selfish things,

What more could you possibly want?

I kind of don’t mind that about you

Honestly, “I’m sick of hearing that line”

The one thing I don’t want is ambiguousness

Enough. Even if you say to do this or that,

Even if you say love me, or why?

It’s easy if it’s just for fun

How many times are those worn out unexpectedly

Are serious words going to be used?

We were hoping anyway, even if it was a fixed race,

Even all those quoted phrases,

Making backtracking words taboo,

Take a hint, don’t let it rain

I don’t like dull conversations

All I want is the minimum amount necessary, please tell me in under two characters

The crimson butterfly would never send any type of texts

It just opens its frail fan-like wings, isn’t that more attractive

It’s just a mystery

If you can’t respond, please leave me alone

If you’re lost, please go away

If the most important things aren’t being taken care of,

But if you shower me with

Words that are supposed to make me feel better

Wouldn’t it make you want to open an umbrella too?

Just like this

I just wanted to keep hoping, and I closed my eyes

I wanted to change things, so I tried to act older than I was

But I lost it, and I couldn’t go back in time

So please, please don’t stop showering me with those words right now

Copy, Paste and Delete. I just keep repeating

I inhaled and exhaled

But

That’s okay, I just want to be here

I give up

Even if you tell me to do something for you.

Even when you ask me why you should love me

It’s easy for you to just play around but when it comes to a serious relationship everything is just chaos

Those lies you tell me without thinking

Should be considered taboo, don’t you think?

I think

I was hopeful, even though the outcome was already predetermined

Let’s get rid of those phrases that we keep telling each other

I’ll stop habitually going up on my toes

Please god, judge the situation and make sure it’s not sunny today

It rains again today

Let’s just put down the umbrella and get wet as we go home

Born into the world, each enjoying his own life, discovering the black box in his head...is this bliss?

The important thing is to surpass your limit line. Shall we go? Take your step, and outdo yourself today!

But what should we do with our days? Trying to live flawlessly is a big no-no.

Stop! Observe thoroughly the flow of the world! Ignore everything else, and here we go!

If I try to suppress my heart, which is burning hot about things that are unobtainable or constrained,

how am I different from those adults, whom I have come to despise and will never forgive for their constant attempt to pin me down blindly without even understanding why?

No matter what I do, it'll probably forever remain a pipe dream that will never come true,

but the fire burning in my heart cannot be doused by anyone.

Even if the black rain falling from the sky drenches me completely and doesn't stop,

I will never allow the fire in my heart to be extinguished. That is my "pride".

It started pouring, as predicted. A lot more buddies gathered around than I had expected.

While talking about one another's days and futures, we became impassioned and started a fistfight.

Thinking back about how we were also fist-fighting the same way

back when we were only 15, as a means to quell our anxiety and uneasiness,

you laughed and said, "You haven't changed a bit..." So I ended up bursting into laughter as well.

If we don't stubbornly stand our ground like this, even the flow of time will become a scary thing.

The only true opponent whom I should hit is really my prideful self.

But still, I don't want to lose right now. I have "pride" not to lose to myself.

Stop! Observe thoroughly the flow of the world! Ignore everything else, and here we go!

Stop! Observe thoroughly the flow of the world! Ignore everything else, and here we go!

No matter what I do, when I'm alone at night, I become even unable to understand myself.

When you're with me, and we try to understand each other, then I'll be able to become stronger.

I don't care how things turn out, and I don't care if I'll look uncool,

I will desperately try to change my future.

Even If I'm told that my destiny is immutable no matter what I do,

I myself can still change, and I will prove to you that I can change myself.

This is, that's right, "pride", each in its own place...

Don't perish yet, the fire in my heart.

I don't want to forget yet, the heat in my chest.

Don't perish yet, the fire in my heart.

I can still keep going, so here I go!

I’ll Picture your smiling face within the dazzling

Wind

At the moment when I can be honest

Shaken by the smallest things, I’m vexed with my weak self

Even when I want to cry, I looked up

There’s something that only I can do

I won’t give up; I’ll keep protecting you

At and unstopping speed, my feelings overflow

I don’t want to lose; I want to shine more than

Anyone

Even on a day when I can’t see see the stars, light

exists , I’m sure

Believing...is wishing for the future

Because we can meet in that sky

Disagreement is painful, my chest aches with

tears

When it’s tomorrow, will it disappear…?

For the next stage, I’ll create a strong me

There are things I’ll lose, too, but that’s still okay

You can’t grasp it if you only hang your head

Don’t miss your chance that only comes once

With honest eyes, let’s shine on the world

For the first time, I learned that I can’t do

Anything alone

I’ll go beyond the dream I told the moon, forever

It won’t end… prayers, reach there

Pierce through those clouds

That’s wight, don't be afraid

You should unhesitatingly fly with all your might,

You’ll be alright

Please tell me, no matter when, talk some more

I believe you,i can get over the lonely nights

You,re next to me, and just with that…

At an unstopping speed, my feelings overflow

I don’t want to lose; I want to shine more than

Anyone

Even on a day when i can’t see the stars, light

Exists, I’m sure

Believing… is wishing for the future

Because we can meet in that sky

Because we can meet in that sky...

Your lips so soft and red, 

the thought of kissing you is stuck in my head. 

Your beauty so bright and warm, 

shinning through the darkest storm.

Your eyes sparkle like stars in the night sky.

When I stare into them I feel like I am soaring high.

My love for you is pure and true.

I never stop thinking of you.

The sound of your voice saying, "I love you," makes my heart pound, 

because I know my one and only I've truly found.

I promise to love you for every moment of forever, 

and when everything else crumbles, I will never.

I am your armor to protect you from harm, 

like you are to me, a lucky charm.

For you are my heart, my soul.

Baby, you are my whole world. 

Yes certain test’s reveals my incapabilities

My deficiencies in math

And my fortitude in reading.

But what if a test,

Could show my real perks

My musical talent,

My friendliness

What if a test could show my passions

My love for my family

And my friends ,

What if a test could show

The places i need fixing

My focus,

My and my dependability,

What if a test could

Show what i despise

People who do wrong to my

Friends and family

If test could show this

The world could be different

I would be able to

Fix my wrongs and

Accomplish my rights

As I climb up the hill that leads to my town I look upon it with dreamy eyes I look upon a beautiful town with rays of sunshine looking down upon it  the meadows where glittering like crystals as the morning dew descends off the flowers I hear the clank of metal and I wake up from my dream I see the black sky filled with smoke of the factories at that moment I thought to my self why the hell did we say that lying bastard could be king he said he will make this land more prosperous and more beautiful that it already ways instead he created factories put children into labor and destroyed our economy only for his personel gain and nobody did anything about because they were to scared to do so I swear that one day i will over through the tyrannical man we call a king and bring this land back to prosperity and create a place worth living in

 I've seen death so much its embedded in my memory.

Now I'm seeing it several feet ahead of me.

I wonder do I run fire my gun or let it be.

No I am a soldier I have a rhythm I have a beat I have a melody.

I will fight I will I not go to the light.

I have a life to live and a family to see.

Death will not get me even if it is several feet ahead of me.

Not now not today not yet.

The guards sat out side of my cell they think me mad maybe I am who knows anymore I don't even know any more who am, I why am I here, What have I done. But all I know all I here all I see when I sleep. Is that vulture's eye And the horrified. Sound every time I sleep it gets louder louder every moment the heart the horrid heart. I can't stand it any more. I sewed my mouth shut I gouged my eyes out I can't take it any more. I don't want to be here. The fire depths of hell would be better than this. It was like god was punishing me. Every time I attempt to relieve myself of this agonie it comes to me, the fear of death. I couldn't bring myself to do even though I wanted to.

Now I know I admit I am Mad every Part of me insane I am crazy I am a demon I am mental. I am what you say. I am I will become what you say I am. I will never relieve myself from the pain the agony the sorrow. I can't it gets louder and closer louder and closer and I realize there were two. It was a silhouette of the thump thump lubb lub that horrid sound and, the eye no the eyes that stared back. I tried to push it away but it wouldn't work.

Help me I screamed the guards looked at me. I couldn't see them I could feel their cold stares. Please kill me I yealed help me get rid of this pain. Oh this pain MAKE IT GO AWAY please please I beg you no more.

they shot me and finally I fell to the ground a bullet in my head. The warmth fading but before I died I heard it again. The sound of that horrid beating heart and then I realized it has not the old man's heart, it was my own.