Jumping to Conclusions!
Water running down my face as rain falls
Running towards my home as my faith grows
Won the lotto when I needed most
Emotion takes over but I felt so lost,
Hunny I’m home but she doesn’t answer
Key on door I just wanted to surprise her
Apparently my struggle went right past her
When I work so hard so I can provide her
There they ware laying in my bed
Decided to turn around all I saw was red
I lost my balance my life destroyed
Grabbed the car keys I was so annoyed
My tears didn’t leave me a clear vision
As I make a turn follow the navigation
My car was crush I died at impact
And my wife rape murder under investigation
Lost my wife & lost my life for jumping into conclusions
I could have saved her But now is all illusions within the confusion.
~Rafa~
Shots Fired
Before you hurt someone think straight,
Maybe their life is already twisted,
Don’t pull the gun out behave,
Kill me please He insisted,
He didn’t think straight just wanted out
The killer didn’t understand why so
He fight it out,
Family worried didn’t know he’s abouts
Call the police please and find out
Bamm, bamm shots have rang out
Life taken away young and stressed out,
Left he’s kids fatherless
For the easy way out.
~Rafa~
9/28/17
Lost to the cause. I stand further towards my death. Life gets too far out of focus. It gets too dark. Too dark to see. And those are the moments that I live for. The ones that I would die for.. The ones that I keep running from. Just so I can search for them once more. That vicious cylce that I am indebted to. It has me.. By the throat. By the guts. By the very bottom of my heart. And yes.. I am just spinning. Dizzied, and derailed by my own uncertainty. By my own unpredictability. Around, and around I go. Consumed inside these circles. These never ending loops. One after the other. Endless, and constant. Siphoning every inch of my control. Of my patience. And oh. Of my sanity.
Draining me.
Draining me.
Down to the very last drop. But I adapt. I find the way back to my sweet freedom. And I always will. Because this.. This rise, and this fall. This is all that I know. Because it is all that I have ever known. This life, and this chaos. This is all there is. And I wouldn't change it. I wouldn't have it any other way. Just fast paced motion. Just thick cut confusion. Just bitter sweet consequence. Just the wonder, just the fire, just the pain. It keeps me going. It keeps me lost. Lost to the cause.
The Wonder
The wonder of how better my life can get remains a mystery
Just when I need it, it seems to disappear
Wind keeps blowing on my ear
That life will get better one day
I can only see things one way
The struggle of life keeps holding to me
God what’s the plan tell me I’m waiting on it
I have suffered enough and I’m tired
Some times I even feel my heart on fire
I just want to smile and live life
I want it all for my daughter & wife
~Rafa~
Human- And Recycled. . . And Recycled. . .
First, they will smile at you.
They will show off kindness.
They will call themselves humans,
And praise humanity.
They will support equality
And denounce the high cost;
They will appear in a high quality.
They will come in different shapes & colors;
Eyes, hair, lips, and curvy & skinny hips.
They will come in colorful covers.
They will tell you that money
Is just a piece of paper–
And their skin is made of tree leaves~
Every word will taste like honey
And convenient to your beliefs.
You; will like the idea,
And smile at them back.
You will embrace their language.
Moreover, you will change-
Your eye color and dye your hair.
You will even write a poem,
About the human in your heart,
And about humanity.
You will love them too,
The same way they
Loved you;
As you believed
They loved you.
And then, you will wake up
In a desert called reality, alone,
-Everyone’s alone in their reality-
With nothing but the poem
That you start writing
In two verses back.
By the end of your poem
You will realize that you-
Are a human, too.
Boo. . .
#Circulation #peoplehurtpeople
#hurt&hurt #itspeople #survivals
#intelligentanimals #fuckers
