I give to homeless people. Not all the time, I have mouths to feed too, but if I can, I will. Usually right after payday, when I know I can afford it. Like yesterday.

Yesterday I bought a hot chocolate and a cake pop and gave it to a tiny older lady huddled outside the food store with her begging sign. I also gave her four dollars cash. It was all the cash I had on me.

This maybe uncharitable but I’m choosey about who I give to. I have a tendency to look past the youngsters and give to the old folks that sit on the streets.

I squatted in front of this tiny huddled woman, and I told her I bought her a hot chocolate and a cake pop. She looked confused like she was trying to remember where she knew me from.

“Cake pop?” She repeated.

“I also have some cash for you,” her eyes alerted to this and she reached for the bills I was offering.

“Sorry I smoke,” she mumbled, pulling the cash from my hand.

“No worries.” I said. Happier Holidaze.

No apologies sister human.

If I was begging out an existence in front of the food store I’d probably be smoking ciggies too.

We are sisters, her and I. Maybe in another dimension she is showing me care and human connection.

I hope someone would.

We have been waiting for this, you and I.

This moment to be alone, together. I think of the things I want to do to you. To kiss you and see what your lips taste like.To reach down and see what lurks behind the fly of your demin. To feel you swell.

I sink to my knees then, I'm always so eager- but you don't mind. I kneel before you, how appropriate, I'm literally begging you for it.

I pull your cock out of your trousers and firmly grasp the base as my other hand juggles your balls. I pull the skin on your shaft taut, licking the tender underside of the head of your cock. You gasp and grab my hair, you want so much more.

I place your cock in my mouth and savor the taste of the precum that had beaded there, thick and salty.

I slide my mouth down the length of your dick, sucking it into my mouth until I feel it push against the back of my throat. I stay still there pressing the head of your cock deeper into my throat, while I slide my fingers into my pussy, already steamy, hot and wet.

Taking your dick out of my throat, I gaze up at you,

"Please? Please tell me I'm a good girl? Tell me I'm your good little cocksucker?"

I start to slide my hand up and down your shaft, lowering my mouth and sucking greedily on the head of your cock while I contine to jerk you off, staring at you, hoping I'm pleasing you.

Your head lolls back with a moan and you bury your hands in my hair and shove my head down the length of your cock as you flood my mouth with your hot cum. I swallow every drop and then carefully lick your prick clean, it's so sensitive right now, and I savor the sound of you hissing with pleasured pain.

Looking down at me, you smile and pull me into you lap. Twisting your fingers through my tangled curls, and drawing my face close.

"You're my Good Girl" you whisper, before exploring my mouth with your tounge, "my sweet little mouth whore."

I squirm and whimper into your ear as I continue to rub on my needy pussy.

"Show me," you growl, pushing me onto my back and shoving my knees apart,

"Show me how wet your cooze gets when you suck my cock"

I reach down and to stroke the smooth slippery entrance of my most secret self. I dip two fingers in as you let your gaze linger on my wet slit.

"See how much I want you, I whisper, "See how wet and ready I am? Please fuck me? Please..."

Her hands

Bones in skin

Birdwing frail

Set in my hands

Like stillborns

Searing into my memory

A lifetime in the

course of 3 seconds

Tic, tic, tic,

A lifetime

An eternity between us

Our entire relationship

Held in my mother’s

frail, bird wing hands.

I'm so aroused right now, it's insane. My clit is throbbing and on point- to the point of distraction.

I can't go a minute without thinking of a hot pink cock nuzzling its way through my creamy folds.

I feel such need, I'm reckless with it.

I want to dress in a negligee and crothcless panties and wait in a mens room, bent over, begging for any dick to plow me. I don't even have to come, please use me, Let me prove my need to you.

I'll drive my car and get picked up by a truck full of guys, at least four, who happily take turns loading their cocks into my into my mouth while the other finger fuck my puffy sllit until finally pulling over at a truck stop and running a train on me that lasts for hours, on account of the first guys charging random strangers $20 a pop, hole of their choice.

The last two guys to fuck me are a gross hairy old guy who screws his spunk into my throat, holding my cum streaked hair in one hand and holding his belly up with the other. The giant behind me languidly works his enormous choad into my sloppy cunt. He's pleased because he's used to having to hold back to keep from hurting a girl, but my pussy is so tented up from all that fucking that she gulps it down with ease.

When the old guy finishes spraying his load and wiping his dick off on my tits, he pinches my nipples hard enough to make me yelp, and strolls off, inspiring the giant to finish up.

He starts picking up speed, holding my hip up so my feet dangle just above the floor. I'm bent over I have no control over how deep he can thrust. He pulls the entirety of his rod out of my puss, making a popping noise as it sucks against the retreat.

Thumbing my asshole, he slowly sinks himself to the root of that big dick while I beg for him to pound me to climax.

My clit been largly ignored or abused by rough fingers throughout all this, so when he fumbles my neglected clitty I explode with a pent up orgasam. My cunt spasaming a vice grip around his cock. He thrusts forcfully into me, pinning me to the wall as he unloads a gallon of hot spew inside me. I swear I feel myself get pregnant.

Now I need a ride home and the giant (name's Jack, he grunts) offers to drive me home and when he gets to my place, he walks me in. I've been through a lot and I look it. I'm exhausted and I want to go straight to bed but he steers me to the bathroom and draws me a hot bath. In unforeseen tenderness he washes my hair, wraps me in my robe and puts me to bed.

I wake up coming from warm wet clitoral manipulation. A pretty blond girl is lapping at my twat and as I begin to come she wraps her arms around my hips and suctions her mouth to my swollen pearl. I rode her face like a rodeo cowgirl. Bucking and moaning as my orgasam begins to fade, Blondie slides a vibe into my slit and hits "high"

I squeel as my O ramps up into a gusher and I wet the bed and squirt Blondies face.

She giggles and wipes her face on my thigh. "Jack said you'd be sore, but you were moaning and rubbing that puffy puss of yours so I thought I'd help out. You're ready to go again, huh?"

My body was sore, but I could feel my clit humming deep and electric between my thighs. I could take a dick or two right now. Blondie is languidly stroking my vulva, "Jack said you were the most natural whore he'd ever seen, and he's seen a lot!"

Oh, a pimp. Okay.

"If you really did what he said you did- damn! You've been asleep for like, a day and a half Jack said he watched you fuck 15 guys in a row."

"Tonight he wants you to double that- he's throwing a party and you're the party favor." She grins wickedly, "but we should play, since those booys won't care if you come."

And with that she throws her leg over me and positions her cunt over my face. It's hot pink, she's been fucked recently and the tip of her clit peeks out shyly from between puffy hairless lips. Shes ready for fun and I'm gonna give it to her.

I reach up and grab her bubble butt and spread her cheeks apart and give a solid lick along her wet slit "Eat me," she commands, and I happily comply.

The cancer

Hands her

Brain

to Death,

to have her

Forget the Faces

of her Children.

Her Husband.

And to make

a mockery of

thier Sorrow.

Who are you,

and why do you cry?