Home
I wanna go Home
But Home doesn’t exist
And it’s not a place
Or a state of being
It’s a burned off village that no longer exists
It’s a place that has yet to be
It’s a place in a past life
It’s my future
But I just want to go Home
I want to stop worrying about how much longer I have to live
I want to have a place to lay my head
Even if that place isn’t a bed
I want to know that I belong
And for once it not to be a song
That reassures me that everything is as bad as I think
But also say that I’ll be okay
Cause The place I live
The life I’m in
It doesn’t feel right
Maybe somethings just not in my sight
Because it feels like
Every thought I’ve thought it twice
Every movement isn’t right
Every breath is just another mistake
And I Want To Go Home
But I can’t
So it's fine
Don't worry
But when I tell you
I’m fine
It means I’m lonely
Don’t worry means
I don’t know what to do
And when I tell you
You make me feel safe
I’m not lying
Because it feels like maybe
Just maybe
I might have found Home