I’m here to hide
Hide, hide from every ride.
They are dangerous, they won't let us glide.
Hide, hide from every lie
They make us plead but we still hide.
Marks on my skin, they took the blade;
Didn't see me bleed, they just put the blame.
Hide, hide from every guy
Who left us alone, with soggy fries?
Oh! I bit it and it turned out dry!
Hide, hide before it dies
The falling sky and a sad goodbye.
Hide, hide from the lover boy
Who'll love enough
but you will still hide.
They made me hollow
and screamed for the love I borrowed.
Hide, hide from the child
She'll get broken, if she sees you getting bruises.
So hide, hide... Before all of them eat your pride.
Sweet Poison
"Why I'm not in love with you?" I sigh and drop my head in my hand.
He comes closer. So close that I can feel the air he's exhaling.
"Because", He whispers in my ear."If you were in love with me, It would have been perfect. And this life can't bear perfect things."
He pulls himself away from me. I look up into his eyes his eyes are shining in love. Glowing and telling me that he's the only one who'll love me always. Like the moon always orbits the earth. But here I am, even after knowing
everything, feeling every bit of love he has for me, I couldn't make myself fall in love with him. I didn't choose him. I just couldn't. My love is so stubborn that it makes me do everything it wants. It made me fall for a person for whom I'm too much. The person who only loves a version of me who isn't alive anymore. Who only loves daytime when I only exist in dark? And even though I've a person who loves me unconditionally, loves every version of me whether it's the happy one or the dead one... Who can turn the whole world around just for me, I can't love him. Love didn't allow me to choose him. Love made me wait for the person who's going further and further without turning to me once. Look at me I'm the dumb girl who's controlled by love. I'm too intoxicated with the sweet poison. My sweet poison Nyle.
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A sweet love turning into poison.
You are the strongest.
The day you left,
Was the day I drowned.
Before that, I never knew you could drown on the ground.
But now when I look at the ocean,
I'm ashamed to meet their motion.
But you my love...
You are the strongest.
You made the mother nature useless,
The day you were ruthless.
You made a clown of love.
And I, my love! I drowned.
‘YOU DO MEAN HARM’
Don’t you think,
What you do to me ?
Of cource you don’t!
If you had a choice, You’ld trade my soul with your satisfaction.
You try to break my bones with your scream.
You push me into the water,
Whenever you see me breathe.
Tell me…
How am I suppose to believe that you meant no harm,
When all you ever do is,
Crushing my soul and letting it burn.
No! I can’t believe you meant no harm, And I can’t sugarcoate the pain you cost.
Because all you ever did
Was try to mould my spine into a stick
To break all your-self made bricks.
PROLOGUE:
Love is the most stubborn thing in this whole wide world. Love doesn't consider thinking about who you deserve or who deserves you... It just makes everyone do whatever it wants. We are nothing but puppets that is all in control of love. All my life I hoped for someone to come and grab my hands and pull me out of my darkness but all I ever did is getting doomed in my own love that I never gave to myself. I fell in love so hard that all I wanted was, to become the place where he'll bury himself whenever he tends to hide. My heart only longs for him. I loved him, I love him and I'll always love him.
SWEET POISON
[Teenage Life]
-Ayra... A teenager who is confused about the mess of her life. She is lost. She dwells in darkness even when her presence spreads light. She was drowning in her grief and thought that love will save her, it will hide her inside its warm arms when the cruel coldness of her life tries to kill her. But little did she know, the love she thought was sweet ended up being a poison for her.
The poison Ayra is drinking, will she be able to save herself before it can take her life and soul?
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Pain loves me
If pain is a deep sea, maybe I’m sinking into it. If pain is a person then I’m his favorite one. Because he just doesn’t go away from me. I feel he owns a place inside of my body… Inside my heart. A toxic kinda relationship I share with him, I guess. He clearly tears me apart but still lives with me, inside of me. And when I try to go away from the pain, he hugs me tight. A warm tight hug… He begs me to stay. He slips inside my skin and touches my sensitive nerves. He knows where to touch, and where to bite. He knows how to take the remote from my hands. Guess what! I’m sold. I stay and let him crawl deeper each time. I let him own a little more place each time. Thus, I always end up in his cage where he never let me die. He keeps me alive just to live inside of me.