The relationship with Humans and The waters
The oceans and seas are extremely undervalued. People do not realize how beautiful and wonderful the great waters actually are. Instead they trash it, they pollute it, they poison it. They kill species needed for the well-being of the enviroment. Oil spills, dumping trash, sewage. These are only a few of the countless things humanity does to this habitat. What can we do? Is it reversable? Can we, humankind, actually do something to save the fleeting prosperity of these awe-inspring creations of nature? Are we able to reverse what we have started?
Freedom is right in front of me
"Natasha, I will free you. Look at me."
I have a hard time listening to this voice in my head. I want to give my life to Him, but i am too stubborn. I want to do life myself, I want to be able to control it. But I know when I start to do things my way life doesn't work out. I start getting depressed, I start feeling pain. I just can't deal with it, I can't deal with it, I CAN'T DEAL WITH IT. I have to go to him. When I feel all my pain being lifted, I go back to ignoring His voice. As I read this back I sound crazy, but thats what my relationship with God is right now, crazy. He is the one reaching his hand out to me and I am the one constantly grabbing and letting go of it. Why is it so hard for me just to latch on to the peace He is handing me and not let go?