drowning

     in a sea of sin

we sink

    with grim bones

we fall

     as shooting stars

Hi everyone, just wanted to let you know about the e-book I wrote and is published on Amazon. I normally wouldn't, well, advertise it this way, but I'm hoping to sell enough copies to make enough money for summer camp.

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Emotionally discharged

Carved out heart

Dead inside

Numb to the core

Hored out

Of feeling

Running on empty

Words useless

Hope cracking

Fingers slipping

On the trigger

Homeless eyes

Rib cage

Cracked

And

Filled

With

Pain

Skeleton

Bone

Body

Puking insantiy

Hair wild

Lost

And

Trapped

In

Appearance

Running out of time

Voices

Submerging

Under

The

Ground

Of

My

Tears

3 strikes

Your

Out

Says

The

Devil

Go ahead pull the trigger

Fiddle with your imagination

Your going to get your degree

In crazyiness

You tiptoeing of  the cliff

the angels say they will catch you 

i slip away silently, an unseen specter

where is my reason (for anything)

what do they want me to do

i don't understand (anything) 

indentations in my skin mark my slowly growing insanity

i want to bleed 

grit my teeth for the pain (both because and to feel more)

beg for anything (love & nothingness)

i know i need to keep this momentum 

slicing through the water & wanting to hurt someone (myself)

the slow vibrations reflect my exhaustion (even as his voice croons)

wild eyed with missed opportunities eating at me

i tear at my skin & watch flakes drift down

harder and harder (breathing to breathe)

Why are you judging someone for how they look.Why are you judging someone for how they act with others.Why are you over generalizing so quickly.You'll never know who the person actually is inside so stop thinking you understand.Yes maybe in one class they are loud and obnoxious but maybe you don't see that in another they are quiet and hard working.It's not your job to say who some is like before you know them better and even then you won't them 100%.

These are the words that ceased to flow

When I fell to my knees and I told you "don't go"

When you turned around with the dust in my face

And I spent all those nights wanting to be erased

These are those words I couldn't find in past years

When they spat in my face and I couldn't dry tears

And I fell in this ditch I'm still trapped in

Because every day and every night I feel the weight of my sin

These are the phrases I poured out to the Lord

When I couldn't feel Him there, afraid He didn't hear words

That I sung and I yelled till I was so numb

Until, under false premises, I was told I had won

In this war that I fought when they told me I ought

To just get over him

Well it's not that easy when somebody dies

So I replaced isolation with words and this is how I fly

Or at least try

To get someone to hear me because I'm so broken

These are the words I've spoken

And I wonder if they'll ever be enough

To quench this thirst for someone to love

To fill that hole

Covering my soul

They say it's God, but don't they know I've tried

I've tried and I've tried to go to Heaven when I die

To just be perfect, to feel Him here with me

But I don't, and I don't, and I'm scared of this sea

Of words that keep spouting from my lips

I'm afraid to be sick

And so afraid of these words

But

Here they are

These are the words I whisper to the silence

Laying in bed, surrounded by darkness

These words I claim to be mine, but they aren't

They're stolen from the space in the holes in my heart.