Myself.

I have a type A personality. I am prone to frustration and abhor when ignorance wins out. I am a solitary person with social butterfly tendencies. I dream too much and think too hard, and I get lost in my own ideas, it's hard to see what is real and what's in my head. I have a beautiful girlfriend who pours every ounce of love into me, and sometimes I act like a jerk to her without knowing it. I have the BEST friend a guy could ask for, and sometimes I make her feel as significant as lichen on the backside of a rock. I don't have many friends and barely keep in contact with my family because I think they aren't worth the effort almost all the time.

But there is something I'm doing to fix all this, I'm looking at myself in the eyes of those I love, and seeing that monster that peaks out every so often and beating it into submission, so those around me don't wilt but thrive when I near them. I talk to classmates in lecture and lab to make acquaintance, babble about how drole lectures and labs always are, and find common ground with someone I never would have thought to be someone who could enlighten me with just their interaction. I wake up everyday and say to myself that I need to be the pack leader I see in the mirror, not only in visage, but in discipline as well, for we all know that a great leader isn't named by himself, but by those who love hin for what he has to done to better not only himself, but also the world in which he lives. I have to change myself before I give up and try to change the world for myself and my selfishness.