i love you.

yet i love them.

it's so hard to know who your soulmate is when you lead two different lives.

one love makes things safe.

the other,

shows a whole new world.

i fell for you first

but was it to fast?

is this something that was not made to last?

if only you could feel the way they make me feel

i know i gave you my time

my touch

my love

my kiss

but i have never fallen so hard as i did for them

how can true love feel so wrong?

i am torn between two world

torn between who i am supposed to be,

and who i long to be.

with you,

all is good.

with them,

its heaven.

but what is right in the wrong when it all feels like love?

now there is nothing left

but the broken dreams

and every wish we ever made

we were gonna get out

of this nothing town

hand in hand, just like we always said

so run away

run away with me

Many lovers I have had-

I have kissed-

I have touched-

Many I have held close with bare skin.

But only this lover I shall want for life-

This one’s lips are softer then the clouds in my dreams-

This lover’s touch makes the world dissapear-

This lover that holds me close at night makes me free for the first time

ive never felt so broken

like shattered glass

a mirror thrown to the ground

i never knew it would be so cold without you here

ive fallen so slow

yet i hit the ground so hard

i shall never be whole again

as long as you are not holding me close

there is no point to love

cuz without you i am falling

without you i am broken