I am getting closer to blow a candle off

Lights are all around

Lights are not my candle

Life is not my life

I am not alive

I am always close

I don't mind terror

I am terrorized

I don't have the will to choose what to fear

As long as I drink my fearful water

I can only choose sinking after drinking

And what's the harm

Let me be here

Chasing mirages

But breathing the air that gave me my holes and diluted strength

For shadows to be me

That is why I want the stitches

The angles that helps the fairies

The stories of my shadows

The huge victories in my head

The tight fear in my fist

The life I refused

But insisted on its shadows

I am getting closer to blow a candle off

Lights are all around

Lights are not my candle

Life is not my life

I am not alive

I am always close

I don't mind terror

I am terrorized

I don't have the will to choose what to fear

As long as I drink my fearful water

I can only choose sinking after drinking

And what's the harm

Let me be here

Chasing mirages

But breathing the air that gave me my holes and diluted strength

For shadows to be me

That is why I want the stitches

The angles that helps the fairies

The stories of my shadows

The huge victories in my head

The tight fear in my fist

The life I refused

But insisted on its shadows

When everybody is afraid for themselves

play time is up

One to one

No crying wolf

Wolf didn't eat you

you ran away

Be happy

Wolfs don't exist

it is the neighbor's dog

Ok wolfs are in old childern stories

Also wolfs nowadays make movies and dance

It goes down eventually to be sex

achieving a lot

in the passing long hours of sex

the low and full of two

sex

the hard to get when you are not cool

there is no way to be reminded

of how it goes

cause it comes eventually to be trend of two

who will leave and get caught up with something else

don't bother

you will move to the next

maybe forty years later

This site is physical

I touch your words fellas

when you write silently, I answer to you shouting inside, keep it this way the ways are mean, help your artificial mind, nothing we can do to be received, but we keep coming on, swords are double edged when the look is two sided, all what happens here is invasion so choose the way you want i to be your idea, not all ideas can be packaged, help the moments package them, check the last time you were credited and lit that smile.

I am afraid

Fear dances in my stomach

makes my steps heavy

I am afraid

may be nicotine is low

or sleep is lost

or panic of sorts approaching

the fact that I am scared

scares me

I know I am stone digger

nothing stops me

or change my destination

but fear

I am scared of fears

They know me well

They know where to find me

and the right time

I am a little strong

playing with fear

there is no chance of winning

or losing comfortably

Isn't it madness to challenge others about using the word mad or being in the run for this challenge? Which is madder? Forget it, sanity and madness are overrated but the truth is I lean towards madness, I am old fashioned I like to overrate.

Which is more argent being or planning to be. The world hurried towards projects, twisted madness and urinated sanity. Which is all fairly sensible.

The truth is everybody is tired, wishing to be floating perfectly. Not feeling any pressure or any sort of protocol. Eventually everybody gets to notice that somehow they managed.

There is a moment of clarity when a person looks at the weather, touching it saying Hi, I think I know you, how long have you been here, are you waiting for me to drop dead, am I too much. The weather says: Hey slow down, you are not the center of this world.

The same person goes to a car shop and says to the seller: I want some cheese. The seller says: how cute madness is.

Stories I like are all linked to madness.

Poetry is my own madness and mind.

I wish to go to poetry land.

I want to be a nomad there. I bet my group will stone me.

I hope to feel only pain or no pain. I don't prefer change. I hate choices to begin with or to end up with.

I want one function only.