passion pleading to break out

needing to unleash its fury

much like pain

the sun caught me legs first

stretched across the concrete steps

reaping a much needed pause from the stomping around

the sun spied on me scribbling inside my notebook

tracing lines to music responsible for spiriting my

mind away

passion dancing across the set lines in page

releasing a creek of inspiration

much like love

words fallen unto nothing

no soul there to hear them crash

void

i brush my wet hair straight back

combing my memory of the sticky thoughts

plastic bristles pushing out the toxins

only to be followed by weeds

my damp crown slumps against the used pillow

disseminating requests of slumber to the masses

“but are you ready to let this love go?”

does being ready matter anyway?

flashes of the past blur my vision

oh, what an innocent love we held

like the lilies you gave me last Valentine’s Day

rouges of silk strands tickle my nose as I weep

reminding me of the boy’s nose that once took its place

i was forced to let this love go

maybe the river will bring him back

our place on the bank will still be there, my love

I sit in my room

A room filled with talismans, memories,

and pure matter

The universe is mine here

An amaranthine door waiting for its key

Four walls shaping the one captive

This is at still a psychical place

Power held by no one, to truly enter

I am sacred here.

The company held is pleasant

The Angel of Love is presiding over my dreams

I beg, please adhere to my aspirations

Show the Moon that I am her servant

One bound by Heart and Soul

An inevitable destiny

Plea to the Moon

Beg for her solace.

The inscribed coin shall flip

The Divine Entities have called out to me since innocence

Now I hear

I implore, grant me my wings

Obsidian to mirror Lilith’s Black Moon

The stars will held in my eyes.

Euphoria

I will fly straight into the Sun

Jupiter

Love asked me to do so

Saturn

I think I’m almost there

I am on a spiritual journey

Trotting through the purple woods

Towering mazes of violet trees offering company

Green eyes mirroring the essence of their mystical kindness

Obsidian wings following closely behind

detached but in tow

Haniel lending the bow

Releasing flooded memories from home

The purple trees quietly inviting me back into their realm

Night fell and the obsidian wings kept me dry and safe from the storm ravaging my origin

Divine whispers escaped my sleeping lips as I lofted on the down of my protector. Turquoise joy shone throughout my dreams that night

Blessed by the lilac Moon made home in the sky

My soul awoke to mauve clouds

Orchids brushed my legs as I slipped into the river bank

Amethyst speckled koi glimmered on the surface nearby

Daintily swimming after their pair

It is a very slow, graceful pursuit

I bathed in the light of the plum sun

Allowing my vessel to dance freely across the lavender water

Mirroring the koi’s pattern as silver tears slide down my face

Shining purely for the vast hearts of past loves.

May they feel the joy I do now, as my soul has reached its destination.

Marked by Spirit.

Neptune

Guardian of dreams

Gatekeeper of astral exploration

Governed by the seas

inhabited by the two fish

eternally dancing around the center

I have experienced the love of a Pisces

My love was transformed,

dreams validated

I spoke sweet words with a Pisces

His imaginative eyes framed by an attentive gaze

The seas wept the day we parted

We brought the rain down on the city

Dousing our hearts with purity and nostalgia

Pledging to attend their fated reunion

One fell towards the sea

One fell towards the earth

Governed by water

Inhabited by the angelic maiden

Gatekeeper of Divine Communication

Guardian of Sacred Knowledge

Mercury

my heart is heavy

floor bound by my frequencies

stark in the bathtub

the one on my sleeve

absorbing each word as stone

a fatal flaw now my shield

an endless chasm

raised scars and soft spots made home

release my burden

drop the bind from sight

cut the twine that holds my wings

ascension from hell

pale yellow aura

rain followed a salt river

an angel reborn