A girl of her own dreams

She was living a random life

But her virtues and grits made it s special delight

All the desires of her emotions

All the feelings of her devotion

were building a castle of hopes

Someday , she ll be free from .........

The shackles of envy,

The blindness of deception

The crippled soul of hate and jealous

Then a new life of emotions will sprout out from the oceans of desires

That day she ll call herself

“A girl of her own desire”

"The moon looked at me with despondency,

I asked him why,

He explained me of how the Sun betrayed him,

To rule the skies.

I questioned the Sun,

Who raged with fury,

As she complained about how,

The moon bereft her,

To enjoy the company of the stars.”

Ig @aksthetix

Suddenly your mouth is not enough. And the moment that hits me, I become desperate. I yearn to eat you up. I yearn to destroy you. My left hand curls around your neck as my right reaches down your throat. My fingers close on beating, struggling mass. And as I pull your heart out past your teeth, my own grows all but insatiable. Yet still yours beats. Mouth watering, belly growling. My fingers, wet with blood, daintily drop the entirety into my gluttonous mouth. A rhythmic pulse crawling down my esophagus. And I know I’ve made a mistake as it scorches the fleshy pink of my throat. It hits my stomach with a dull throb. And as it lands it bursts into legion. A myriad of you crawling around the unsatisfied pit of me. And the nausea hits all at once. It is infinite. I can feel them growing inside of me. I can feel their wings. They tickle my stomach lining, whispering your name. I tear my hands across my rib cage. Scratching and clawing. Longing to pull you from me. But the wings still flutter. A light and foreign ripple grazing my veins. I jam my fingers down my throat, still raw from your slow descent inside of me. Vomiting, the only relief I can imagine. And the sickly creatures rush out in a bloody torrent. Small and wet. Sticky crimson and bile ceasing their poisonous flight.

The craving between my legs is spiteful. It crashes through me with no regard. A hurricane in my heart that is only aching for calm. Raging waves of blood rushing through my veins like liquid fever. And the heat is unbearable. So my heart gives in to the cataclysm. And the exploding tide pulls me under.

Raindrops smack the windsheild as we zip along the highway

sunflower seed shells

scattered to the floorboard

hands at ten and two

until you start to text

like a raindrop

we smack into an eighteen wheeler

collision

tosses us into the air

when i hit the ground

pain shoots through me

i roll down the steep hill

bones crunching

and lay

paralyzed

among the fallen leaves

there is a deafining explosion

one small firework

and you are gone.

Don't confuse the kisses, the I miss you

need you this minute kinda signals

Some girls just need that kind of attention

Don't give in every time, brace for the

change, bend, reversal of prior promises

at the drop of hat in a wind storm kind

I use to wanna marry but now I think

I could be very happy on my own

I need another drop dead beauty that

doesn't turn my heart to stone

Are they there, draw a map

I've heard stories, I've seen graphs

Do I jump a plane or steal a boat

Already been or will I go?

I've been high and I've been Low

Tell me if there's hope or should I

break off the search call in the dogs

of love and war

There was a time I thought I was the

broken one, I shoulda been born in

another age from a different stock

better genes without the family

issues, but thats not it true loves

just not the only glue you need

To make infatuation and responsibilities

Bloom take root and become something deep

I use to want to marry but now I think

I could be very happy on my own

I need another drop dead beauty that

doesn't turn my heart to stone

Are they there, draw a map

I've heard stories, I've seen graphs

Do I jump a plane or steal a boat

Already been or will I go?

I've been high and I've been Low

Tell me if there's hope or should I

call off the dogs break off the search

Now I know It's not my fault just my

lack of transportation, I thinks it's time

I break free 0 to 60

Retrace steps, track down old

haunts and make new friends

Are they there, draw a map

I've heard stories, I've seen graphs

Do I jump a plane or steal a boat

Already been or will I go?

I've been high and I've been Low

Tell me if there's hope or should I

break off the search call in the dogs

of love and war

Sometimes the sadness I'm trying to escape

Catches up, trips me up; leaves me without my cape

Tricks me from all the things that make me great

My addictions are abusive wordplay

To make me think I'm less than the crown I should take

Not a king or human being, a dying star; maybe before I break

I'll find my way, graze the sky than fall gracefully

I've been struggling faithfully

Waiting patiently for my demons to fall asleep

So I can creep out of these sheets and do some good

Lift my foot; let it go or hit the brakes and take it slow

Repeat till I'm far from home, looking back I never belonged

Only as tough as my weakest moments, wish I was strong

Some would agree others say I am wrong; could carry the world?

Barely carry blood in my veins much less the strain love incurs

I'm always sicker than the cure, bathe myself in whiskey and let it burn

Can money really buy what I can't afford?

Or will I always be a few dollars short of something more

Inches or miles from paradise's shore

Either way the tide carries me far from her

Harder on me than you could ever be

Blame myself for the devils burning

I've been returning from lessons learned

Thumbing through pages I never thought I'd turn

Thankful that I got the chance, hate the dance was fast

Reaching for straws coming up with shorter grasp

Time's sand slipping through my hands like ninja acrobats

Always felt more like an alien in the midst of an awkward crash

Skid into death, engine spitting flames; lungs full of ash

It was a bash, did me in till I was flat on my ass

I was an eighties baby, nineties crazy, it caught up fast

Now I'm only as good as the last time I didn't lash out

Shouting obscenities, bleeding from wounds I gashed out

Planned out my next move in solitaire God is playing chess

And check mate is coming up quick so now my best bet

Flip the board, ride the storm, I'm pretty use to it

They should name hurricanes for the way I act

Jump the tracks to prove my train has a chance

Watch these bridges burn like a pyromaniac

Ace up sleeve; mine is red the deck is black

I was never good at keeping up a bluff

If love took my hand I'd cheat myself from it's embrace

Sometimes the sadness I'm trying to escape

Catches up, trips me up; leaves me without my cape

Tricks me from all the things that make me great

My addictions are abusive wordplay

To make me think I'm less than the crown I should take

Not a king or human being, a dying star; maybe before I break

I'll find my way, graze the sky than fall gracefully

I know the way traced it out painfully

Back roads are my back hand, knuckles bumblebees

Beat myself up I feel every sting

Even wear School of Hard knocks graduation ring

As I swing, I would bleed every drop if I thought it would change

I'm to blame, I'm insane, gotta get high to fly this plane

Tend to swerve when I should remain straight

Wake and bake for my mistakes, pray God forgives me for being away

Wish life was a sitcom, drama always followed by the answer

Maybe if I was a better dancer or my drummer more a slasher

Does anyone really have it together?

Followed the letters did the math still came up short when it mattered

Now it's fuck the jump if I always splatter

Rearrange my matter, chatter my DNA into a stronger disaster

Sometimes the sadness I'm trying to escape

Catches up, trips me up; leaves me without my cape

Tricks me from all the things that make me great

My addictions are abusive wordplay

To make me think I'm less than the crown I should take

Not a king or human being, a dying star; maybe before I break

I'll find my way, graze the sky than fall gracefully