If I’d known... [3 years ago]

3 years.

7 months ago.

One text message.

An indescribable pain. One that is not physical or visible but very much there.

A heartbreak that broke all of me.

In that very moment I’d wished you gone.

Gone from my memories, my heart, my head, my life.

If I’d known you would’ve one day become my best friend and then years later take everything and trash it like it was nothing I would have saved us both the time and emotions.

If I’d known so many things life would be different.

After everything I don’t care if I’d known because it already happened.

Can’t change that.