Big and bigger
The alarms gone, Sun is on and there you are lazy , lazy trying to find reasons to do what you should, hasty in finding excuses. You are a grown up, you are aware, you know what is wrong with you, and how it can be repented . Yet, there you are watching the battle beween reasons to work and excuses to not.
But you have not been sleeping your days off, you are doing something. Watching something, buying something, literally being responsive to the ones that really work, but you, not you, you dont work do you.
If you can think of reasons to do something, that doesn't help you grow. Why cant you feel a reason to help you work for what you love, maybe is it a little failure, not able to find your people who appreciate your unique way. You dont work on people to expect good response, you work on yourself.
Dont let the big world of people make you feel small, let that bigger insides of you out, play wild. Play heartful.
When you have become truly what you are supposed to, then people could do nothing but appreciate. Earn that magnificience.