I am no god

When did I become so obsessed with perfect

you walk around like you dont comitt murder

you have the anger as a viper

I be lying if I didnt have a bad case of paranoia

I often fuck yah feelings

i am a villain

call me cruel

I Am a nagger

I jank your collar

I need your poison

I am needy

I am collector

I want your serects

but you won’t have mine

I am sinner

I cant help it

I am a perfectionist

I will wrap around you like an anacoda and suffocate

you

I like to see you squirm

I am fascinated with your demonic mind

my body aint holy

i like the way drugs enter my body

I will keep chasing the mania

I can’t keep the manic down

i stress people out

you‘ll Turn gray and old

I can’t help it

I am dead inside

I scratch and claw

my way out of the ground

I don’t want you

but I need you

I am an confusing contradiction

just love me

I know I am mad As the hatter

I know I look innocent

but you don’t know I am a monster

i am difficult

I got walls on walls

be my rapunzel

jump over my walls

might slit yah for getting to close

I don’t know how to show u me without

bleeding out through poetry

I am crazy

I am a colorful cutie

a rainbow brite child

I got a sucidal smile

I am the joker

why so serious baby

I warned you I am living inside

my skeleton

I hope your reading this one

i am flawed

Jesus save me

I ain’t perfect me

prayer hands

cause I am hypocrite

the pew cant hold me

my passive

aggressive

is aggressive

I am blunt

I am mean

I don’t like people

pity you humans

I often feel godlike

i lack sympathy

bullshit

I hate you

i lie

like a cheater

when I say I love You

I don’t feel emotion

when there’s connection

I love from a distance

I wrap my body on a cross

I am not afraid to die

I am insecure

I fear no one will ever really stay in love with me

so when I found you

I went look for reasons proving you didnt love me

but fuck your feelings

cause this piece is about me

I am emotional

I wallow in my drama or trauma

I need my mama

I just want someone who understands my silence

i am freak in sheets

I am no child of god

I slept with stranger to feel at home

I am a mistake

I have tried to abort myself

I get in my feelings

too much

like I am drake

I submerge in myself

that I forget how other people feel maybe it’s because I am victim of the abuse

I let people get in the way of my relationships

i see the future

I started flipping out

i tend to overthink

I cocked the gun

I inflict my bullets

i tell you to stay gone

because if I lose you

I don’t know to pick up the damn pieces of my heart

I am crazy

obsessEd with destroying myself

I will manipulate a situation to get the outcome

I don’t deserve shit

i often hate myself

I have tried to cut myself out of my skin

hoping I fall out of body

my greatest mistake is being too afraid

of Not being all put together

i am a spaghetti sauce spread on a white wall

I AM MESs

It’s not love if we made it

why don’t we make it

I strip the ego

cause i am no angel

don’t you realize all angels fall from heaven

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