satan’s spot

you were the worst thing that ever happened to me

and my eyes are still stormy

my heart still bleeds

but when i fell,

it was selfish of you to not blame yourself

i hated myself because you let me

you used and abused me

until it was the only attention

i ever learned to get from you

you broke my heart in a million ways

but i’ll never take back the pieces you kept

i hope those shards of self-respect

haunt you every single day

and you never touch another girl

the same way you touched me

i can’t forgive you for bullying me

into submission

but i can pray that satan reserves a special spot in hell

for you

-elled