dear diary
dear diary,
i met someone new today
he makes me laugh and he seems sweet
dear diary,
i don’t know if he loves me like he says
he doesn’t listen to me anymore
dear diary,
i can’t breathe anymore
i shouldn’t cry more than i smile
dear diary,
he said he’ll get better
he won’t hurt me anymore
dear diary,
he keeps saying it’ll be okay
even though he doesn’t want me
dear diary,
just because i said no doesn’t mean it’s bad
just because he hurts me doesn’t mean he doesn’t love me
dear diary,
help me
dear diary,
he’s gone
and i don’t think i can breathe
dear diary,
how can i move on when he haunts my dreams
how can i move on when all i do is worry
dear diary,
i overdosed
dear diary,
i’m in therapy
dear diary,
i don’t know if i’ll be okay
dear diary,
i don’t have to love him anymore
i don’t have to keep hurting
dear diary,
i can’t remember if i was happy back then
how can i forget when his laugh rings in my ears and the memories keep coming
dear diary,
he raped me back then
dear diary,
i had sex again with someone else
dear diary,
i’m making progress
dear diary,
i’m ready to be okay
-elled