lili pad

i loved falling for him

looking into his eyes and feeling butterflies in my stomach

i was terrified of losing myself again

but instead i found another part of me

i loved him with all of my dreams and my hopes and my heart

he was my wish, my wildest dream, my everlasting fantasy

my head would storm with thoughts of him

and daydreaming of him was my favorite

the days he kisses me i feel alive

i can feel my heart beat faster and my soul get louder

i feel like a four-leaf clover when i’m with him

i feel love

and i wish he felt it too

-elled