oh

he still hurts me in my dreams

and haunts my past

i dont know how to forget

can i move on

when you hold me

i become terrified

you’ll break me the same way

and maybe that’s why

my smile isn’t always wide

and my laugh isn’t loud

because i’m desperately trying

to heal myself

as i keep getting hurt

and i need you to kiss my wounds

who else will hold me

when all i want is you

-elled