Everyday is a reminder

A step closer

To saying goodbye

And parting our ways

But I’m not ready

To bid you farewell

I want to never say goodbye

I don't want you to disappear from my life

I'm so afraid of losing you

That you'll leave

And all I can say is

I miss you

Just staring as you go

Slipping from my arms

I keep wishing for one more day

Another time

Just a little longer

But it's never enough

It will never be enough

Every memory we share

All the times we’ve had

I’ll hold dear

I will remember you

loneliness.

you can be lonely

even in a crowd

you can feel silenced

even when you shout

you will be an outcast

no matter how hard to you try

you will be alone

no matter what you do

you are lonely

despite doing your best

you are unwanted

despite changing yourself

i am lonely

loneliness lives within

it sticks like a curse

a silent reminder

i'm not good enough

Tossing, turning in my sleep

Nightmares filling my head

Everything seems so real

All the whispers all the scares