bulletproof
sometimes i just want to kiss you
and say that you're mine
to hold you
with my arms wrapped around your waist
smiling down at you
and it hurts me
that its something
i can't fucking do
sometimes i wish i was dead without you
to see you everyday and have little than less to say hurts
i know what i want and i know you want me
then why do we still pretend to not be in love?
my dying love for you was bulletproof
no one could damage it
yet you're the one who shot me
and i hope you feel better now that it's ended
avoid caution
quieter the night gets
yet i can’t find a stillness in my mind
i wake up to drift
lost myself and the track of time
colloquially composing my emotions
while talking meaningless to the back of his head
just to pass the staleness of time
who knows if i’ll ever see the light of day again,
anyway
upon arrival
i’m singled out
laying back down
i drift south
open my mind
but close my eyes
open my mind
as i walk towards the cliff
i drift
it’s become a constant
something in me had something to say
but my words failed
i’ve never been the one to expose my feelings
i’m not that person
the one way i can get out what i feel
is through writing
it’s become the only way that makes sense
the only way i don’t feel a paining vulnerability
i love the way you can say so little while meaning so much