If I had to die I would like to die amongst the greatest writers.

Only they could rewrite my ending into something simply magical.

Only then would my life have mystery.

A plot that thickens.

Where the end could indeed be a means to an incredible beginning.

If I had to die I would like to die amongst the greatest thinkers.

The minds of the future please.

In my will the greatest thinkers will write to be continued because life

is a cycle.

Everything must journey through birth, death, and rebirth.

So let me die.

Then let me be reborn in the hearts and minds of others.

Who share my passion for life's merry-go-round.

If I had to die let me die amongst the most powerful Tibetan monks.

And let my corpse be engulfed in my ancestor's african soil.

But let my soul be drown in stillness.

Let me die with intentions that my legacy will be resurrected.

Before you decide to transcend.

Relinguish your spirit.

A spirit that has been in bondage.

Set her free...

And begin to remember who you truly are.

Let me start off by stating that I love you mother.

That those words are our beginning, and our end.

That my love for you has always been my purpose.

Before you go let me first state that I love you.

I’ve loved you with not just my heart, but my soul.

That I’ve told everyone I know how much I love you.

But I cannot be with you mother...

We cannot share the same space....

We will not be together on this earth.

I’am not your child, but I have always been a spiritual friend.

You were meant to only birth me.

Because of you I am here.

Thankyou grand spirit and bless your soul.

We will meet again.

Perhapes on another plane of existence.

And maybe next time I will birth you...

What am I looking for?

Cosmic answers….

Beyond my physical grasps,

But you will still see me reaching.

Life is a giant wheel,

of happiness and destruction.

What am I looking for?

The intangible….

Because what I can see and feel

can't accommodate me spiritually.

What am I looking for?

Something beyond me.

Can't be touched with physical hands.

You would have to touch it spiritually.

Searching for something that was clearly within me .

I dived deep and indeed touch my soul.

And with doing so I touched eternity.

Looking at you...I’ve alway had a glance into greatness.

Standing back while I look at you.

All the wisdom in the world I thought you

needed to possess.

But you had enough when I looked at you.

A strong black man.

And a man that I still admirer .....still find myself looking at you.

All your love towering down a pond me.

This wisdom is beautiful and aged like a fine wine.

Your skin tone is to me perfection.

I wallow in your greatness and search for another just like you.

While looking at you my little brown face stretched

to form my admiration for you.

And would wonder what on earth could be better than looking at you?

Sparkles in my brown eyes.

Sending you love with every hug.

Dad I love looking at you.

While wondering what makes each piece of you, you.

You are my hero.

Your image helped me to love my very own.

While looking up at you I felt right at home.

How precious these moments are to me.

I've loved you in-between time.

You make me a brighter soul,

and continues to protect my heart with your good intentions.

This love is predestined.

And you are pure of heart my love,

It's the purest deepest sensations that you give me.

I would travel to hell and back just to receive your transforming love.

I'm a different being now that I've been wrapped in your tight embrace.

This love can outlast the oldest pyramids.

It can rebuild a nation.

It can even heal a broken heart.

We have grown to be one, we now are singular my love,

Tell me how deep this love goes, because I'm ready to dive deep?

How far can I go before I drown in your love?

Then be reborn in your everlasting memories.

Let me die in your arms of full protection and security.

I want to be engulfed in your eternity my love,

Let me be apart of your next life-time

,so that I can love you into rebirth.

Let me met you on the other side of destiny.

Where other souls congregate and plan.

I plan to love you past my earthy lungs

,and this limited plain called earth.

My love, how deep does your love go.?

The stars.

Her planet.

They all remind me of you.

I've traveled throughout your galaxy.

Set foot on all your planets.

I've watched you fall in love.

When it didn't workout I watched a star collapse within itself.

Some of your planets are inhabitable.

It's one planet a man may never successfully travel to.

The journey to the planet that holds your heart.

It's cold.

And no signs of life.

Many have embarked on that journey.

Zero have successfully completed the mission.

We collided and I burst right at the moment.

My legs began to shake

And your bottom lip began to quiver.

With every kiss that was laid a pond my neck.

I dove deeper and deeper into ecstasy

I swear I grew wings.

And at some point in-between our vibrating bodies.

And your soft kisses I transcended to heaven.

Your touch helped me transform.

And when I returned back to my present form.

I was forever changed.

I became foolish.

And you were able to veil.

And unveil me at will.

Your soft voice brought chills and later agony.

I hung onto you despite the tears shed in-between it was completely worth it.

I got use to touching heaven gate.

Just to descend again.

How did you know that doing so in such a way…would trap me?

I was only happy when you took me their.

And on the way down I awakened to great suffering.

I continued to scan your face for traces of where you had pieces of me hidden.

I discovered the greatest part of me….

You were unable to touch…

My will

But I was not disciplined enough to enforce it.

And you knew that my love.

Somehow you discovered that my heart melted into yours.

And to separate it would kill us.

I adopted your fate and indulged in your tragedy.

I made sure the chain that connected my soul to your.

Never got rusty.

I patiently waited…for you to shift…. And you did.

It took what felt like centuries.

Our love seemed to age.

And now our love is ageless.

Now when we collide I see the galaxy within myself.

That when we collided in the past.

And I approached heaven gates.

I was seeing heavens gates so I thought,

But I have full access now my love.

By journeying within myself I was able to have compassion,

Enough to journey within you.

You don’t have to be a star, my love.

You can just be infinite you.

Don’t have to be a single piece of the universe for me to love you.

A star……

You are more valuable than a mere star in the sky.

Inside you holds an entire galaxy.

You are the thought that creates greater thoughts and builds greater universes.

You are my closes held beliefs.

That one single child can hold the key to a brighter world.

You are not just my little girl.

But a key that unlocks new doors.

Into greater possibilities…new worlds.

You are greater than a star my love.

Because you are all there is….

You are my world.