The things that come to mind do really inspire me, ion being the state of motion that brings light into being. When we pause and reminisce about how he lived and who he lived with, we can get sight into how he sees into people's being.

For us to begin to talk, we will need to develop a thorough understanding of what it means to suffer. For me being separated from those closest to me, touches on what that means, and is good to listen to how it causes us a moment of despair.

I laugh in the face of suffering, and when I'm going through it, I recall the book of James:1:2-6 Consider it pure joy, my brothers and sisters,[a] whenever you face trials of many kinds, 3 because you know that the testing of your faith produces perseverance. 4 Let perseverance finish its work so that you may be mature and complete, not lacking anything. 5 If any of you lacks wisdom, you should ask God, who gives generously to all without finding fault, and it will be given to you. Which brings us into a deeper perspective of what it means to KNow God.

The fact that we may experience it helps us consider a martyr. Someone who dies for their faith. I would have taken the cross, but a bird said no, and I will continue to carry my own burden when I experience pain, while running, I contemplate the idea of breathing during that moment.

For us to develop a deeper forethought into what she's been through gives us the memory of a Mother and Son.

I believed that Moses taught me to wander the plains of Australia, by following in his steps, I saw him and knew he was the Alpha male over me, and so I followed suit. I took his seat and looked at his girl, who also knew. He took my buckeye hoodie and kicked me out and had me hoof it on my feet.

They say he is correct and I'm right, like hell that's gonna fly, in the prime of my life it was a bit like being in a novel written by Whitman, where All it was was me and her and the kids from school, nothing more, except caring for mom at the same time, while maintaining my spiritual integrity. I felt that I was one with Jesus, but because of my devotion to her I felt like he was with someone else, and to me that's an area where we can improve.

The Holy Spirit is someone I've met and charmed and I believe will become part of who I am, we just need to be patient with how she develops, given her situation.

The best part about being who I am is that I know my style, and no one is going to take that away from me, not you or anyone, so don't bother brat, like hell anyone is gonna mess with your Chi, the Truth is that there is one God, and we all need to if possible, try to be a little more like Her.

Does it work out that Mother and Father together combined form into a divine Deity, God?

IS there a hierarchy in the trinity? The different personalities of the body are all important to us all right? Correct, it matters that we can have meaningful discussion over whose the funniest. We all have that crush right, for the one who can inspire us to greatness... And the potential of what she's capable of brining out of people is what I'm looking forwards to learning about the most.

Most of the time, I feel out of place on this Earth, like I don't belong. I walk around and view people in their pursuits, attempting to figure out their purpose in life, and I think to myself, shucks, where do I fit in?

I'll be at the local Panera, and the cashier will ask me to leave a tip.... I'm like, "Well if the service was perfect, sure, I'll tip you." Since when did fast food restaurants starts requesting tips for to go orders?

I'll be walking in a group of financially well off people, and not feel to comfortable around them. I stutter, and pray to God, that he understands, that it is meaningful, when people see me in public. I need to be careful in everything I do.

When I'm surrounded by a group of people, who know how to interact in society, and I feel out of place, I feel bad for them, because they're not me. They see me and recognize who they're witnessing. I hope I don't overlook anyone anymore. Most people in their minds, say no to me observing them, but if they're in my direct line of sight, I'm not going to avert my eyes on their account.

I wear a suit to work everyday. Should I? Once or twice I'll leave the top button undone, just to relax (On Friday's that is)... People respect the coat of armor though, I'll be walking and they will get out of my way. I don't want people to avoid my path of walking though, I suppose the suit is who I am, in a way, it defines my features, accents my jaw line, and puts everyone into perspective.

At an office job, do you think people on the other line, know that I'm wearing a suit? I don't, how could they tell? One thing to consider is, I'm invincible when I wear it, whose gonna mess with me with a brand new tie on? I place myself in the shoes of my boss, and think, boy, he's in a suit, that sure does look good for our company.

Now that I'm evolving, I'm feel more comfortable in society. I've been purchasing all the requisite items, needed to fit in. I exercise every day and keep in good shape. I will marry well. People will all play a vital role in the marriage decision of eternity.

To sum it up, I've done pretty well for myself. Things are only going to improve from here, and as we as as people, continue to grow, we will learn the principles of equity, health, and education.

Genuinely,

GN

Tony was 24 a skilled aristocrat from a privileged family who lacked what his beleaguered compatriot possessed in regards to love making: the rare and often sought after ability to touch a woman's soul.

Sage the Scorpio in his early 30's had a certain standing in the realm of philosophic understandings that gave him the confidence to have whoever he wanted. It would take time to be with the type of woman he knew he could have, as his financial status was not to the height of that of Tony's.

Tony a well traveled educated young man, detached from real responsibility had the capacity to be with the type of woman that intrigued Sage's interests. He managed to complete the proper steps that it takes to be successful from societies perspective and had a pleasant smile, so he was able to enter into a relationship with a certain someone whom Sage had his eyes on.

Sage, had a major setback in his life due to unfortunate circumstances, he missed out on important life lessons that only utility and a strong conviction would help him recover from. His faith was comparable to that of our Patriarch Abraham's, so his spiritual wellness was a strong point in what he has to offer. He has a unique sense of humor that can make just about anyone crack a smile, in addition his desire for a post graduate education set him apart from the majority of his peers. He has a law school education with a BA from a world renowned University, yet his setback cast a negative light on his otherwise superb reputation, a setback that his future counterpart would have to endure.

Surely it would take a monumental sacrifice to be with Sage, but the potential to make his spouse happy had no limit.

For Sage had a set of God given characteristics that truly gave him the demeanor of a divine being if not the very Deity himself. His one supreme trait of seduction was his way of engaging with children of all kinds, whether it was tossing a football with a church boy, or carrying two toddlers in his arms, to pushing a school girl on the playground swings, Sage knew what he was doing around kids. Sage found the shy subtle deference, of his object of desire Courtney, biblical in regards to his parenting skills. But he wondered if she possessed the requisite gifts of motherhood that her Godly offspring would so often need. Sure as a family with her leadership they could travel the world, something his beloved boy's heart would find of the utmost worth, but would her understanding of people, demean the divine inheritance this boy was destined to take hold of? Her Ivy league education would argue otherwise, but would the sense of Divine Justice influence Sage's choice of his boy's mother?

Perhaps fate would have it that heavenly intervention would provide for a potential discourse between Sage and his future Son. The best means of providing for the future would be to seek his will in the matter of who the Mother might be.

Tony would reap the benefits of Courtney's physical prime, and while Sage was getting his life back together, he could only pray that she would not get married to her current suitor Tony.

To arouse the spirit of his lovely companions inquiries, Sage would pursue physical relationships with women of which his current status could provide for. While the league of woman he would soon make love to was below his potential, he knew that intercourse with women in general was necessary for his sexual desire to maintain its optimal place in the standing of things. Would he be able to stand being separated from his true love in order to protect the interests of his beloved boy? A real connection was evident between Sage and Courtney, but the female of his soul would always wonder what it would be like to possess the woman of his dreams Kyria.

The wise choice was to finish his law degree and sustain an economically successful future and this he knew he could do, but what would happen to Courtney in the mean time only time could tell.

Thinking back on how we came to be, one must consider the fall. Not the disobedience of Eve, but of Gods visit to earth. He found the smile of the father of a newborn, such a profound moment of joy that he would come down from heaven and visit us all. To leave his throne for a life of humanity and be apart from his Son, the Father dwelt among mankind. Perhaps to gain more glory for his soul, he would seek to know creation in the magnificence of their beauty. For a life spent desiring eternal happiness, he would need to achieve something truly unforgettable. How can anyone compete with winning the salvation of our souls and achieving for us immortality? Surely Abraham Lincoln's freeing of the slaves is a comparable feat. But God has something greater in store for us all. Becoming the Justifier of all things whether rewarding the good or punishing the evil, he fulfills his own Word and achieves redemption for himself.

Restoring children to their parents and bringing healing to the nations in a day's work separated him from the rest. By seeking his presence we can attain happiness and truly experience what it's like to know our Creator.

It is said that one is not truly happy until they find their purpose. Well I'm beginning to live mine out in the form of loving Jesus. Reflecting on the relationship I have with him allows a stream of communication to occur where we become united in heart, soul, and mind. We pursue the lonely and humble, giving ourselves over to the other in the sacrificial love we have all learned from Christ. Only when we pause and come to our Lord in the condition of love which he finds pleasing, do we truly realize the depth of love he has for us. To anyone seeking my prayer is that these words would be a light to fill your soul, to receive his presence and communication from God that if you feel separate from the world and long for a deep relationship with the Lord, you truly are a child of God. Don't be surprised if people mistreat you because of your faith, stand firm and do not fear for you will be rewarded for your love. May we continue to invest in eternal things that never fade or perish. It all starts with putting Jesus first and allowing his love to fill your heart!

~ The Father