I wish you could see what i see, my heart mixed with yours like the water and salt in the sea.

I wish you could see what i see, how beautiful you are and the way its more than skin deep.

I wish you could see what i see, how much i love you and and how i see the future with you and i forever and my soul you can keep

I wish you could see what i see, how my heart cries when i see you with anybody other than me.

I know sometimes i do things that make you want to leave and i know im hard to treat

I know ill never be good enough to get a peek, a peek at the sight of us being together because two sound more important than three, but could you do me a favor? Try to look beyond the normalcy

Because i love you and i loved you since you were put in my peripheral to be

I mean i could say so many things to have a case to plead but i guess what im trying to say is i wish you were in my shoes so you could see what i see

Everyone has something they're afraid of like bugs or bees I'm afraid of you

I mean I'm not afraid of you the illness, I'm afraid of the things you could do

Hearing voices, fighting suicide, battling myself, feeling blue

"Kill yourself" , "Your not worth it", "No one loves you", "Your not cute"

Fight the pain, fight the noises no one else is in control of your life dont be confused

Love yourself, accept help, make the best of it, turn your disease into a muse

You know people can bring out a different kind of mad in you, you wanna know the kind you brought out in me? The sad mad, the I loved you when nobody else did and you act like its nothing sad mad, i put my all into you and you could barely put a piece in me sad mad, I lived for you before I lived for myself and now I feel like I cant live with out you Sad mad, The I see more in you than you see yourself and you still dont understand how much I love you sad mad. Like how could you not see what’s in front of you? How can you just not see the pain I’m going through? I gotta fucking watch you live your life and love somebody else? While I felt like loving you was the turning point in the wellness of my health? I keep telling myself not to question who I am and how I feel but I cant help it, man sometimes I feel like saying fuck you and being selfish. You ever felt a hurt so bad it feel like being shot in your pelvis? You ever felt a pain so bad like knowing you innocent but still being arrested? You ever fell in love with a liar because of the dreams they suggested? You ever felt your heart bleed and still have to act like you dont feel? You ever sat up all night tryna separate what’s fake and what’s real? But enough of the questions because they still not answered and that’s bad, because that’s the only way to make me be understanding and not sad mad