Remember
Remember
The future?
The plans you made,
Your hopes and dreams?
Remember
Me saying
That I couldn’t imagine
How the future seems
To form
In your mind.
Remember
Yesterday?
It seems so long ago,
Like the years of pain.
I make no distinction.
Remember my name.
I don’t
Remember
Yours,
Though your face
Looks familiar
As you
Remember
The past
You thought would ever last.
Sadly
It didn’t.
Not even
In my memory.
Remember
To tell them
I forgot them all.
Belief
The human understanding of self and surrounding is so simplistic in nature compared to the wealth of knowledge in the known and unknown universe.
Having said this, here is how I believe.
I am an ethereal being having a physical experience. Religion is a farce, a man made tool to keep humanity under control.
Love is the one tie that binds, all else fails.
I am all loving, all giving, all nurturing, all enduring without conditions, expectation or exceptions.
I am
Love.
You’re My Religion
Fuck me on the altar and we’ll call it Communion.
If we get bored we can move to the pews.
You can be my version of the golden calf,
And if it means I’m sent to hell for worshipping you instead,
So be it.
god is nothing compared to you.
Let me read your Bible so I can learn your life story,
I’ll learn to recite my favorite parts,
And you can learn to answer my prayers-
Though I’ll never be tired of kneeling in front of you,
Eyes closed and hands clasped.
Baptize me in your name
Under the sheets,
I’ll become yours forever.
I always had trouble keeping faith in god,
But there’s nothing I doubt in you.
I don’t find it difficult to capitalize the M in your name
I’d sing gospel on my knees for you
And crucify myself under your gaze. Let’s play confession in the dark
Then lead me to the holy land,
Which happens to be the second door on the right,
Where I’ll cleanse your sins with my tongue.
You could preach sermons between my thighs and
We could add our own book to the Bible.
While I’m on my back,
I’ll gaze at you like you’re my North Star
And I’m in danger of getting lost
(Truly, I am)
Your fingers are so long and graceful-
I’d let you write scriptures in places nobody’s ever touched me before,
In a language only we understand.
With every thrust,
Tear down my walls of Jericho;
Leave me vulnerable.
They say there’s only one way into heaven,
And I say it includes a condom and an hour alone with you.
You’re my religion; my source of faith.
Together, you’re a deadly combination…
But I’m afraid you’ve sentenced me to an eternity of damnation.
Twinkle
She wished upon a twinkle star
For love to touch her lonely heart.
For one who love her completely
despite her flaws.
Soul, mind, body and even claws.
One to match her nocturnal cravings
To tear up sheets and misbehaving.
To also see through her fragile insecurities
and help her to understand
Love just needs a helping hand.
Twinkle, twinkle little star.....
D.Boyle
F r e e d o m
It's hard to define the happiest moment of my life. I could say it was the time my friends surprised me with presents for my birthday, or the time when my mum came home with a new kitten I had asked for, or even my first time on an aeroplane.
I would be lying though.
The happiest moment of my life - although you could also define it as the saddest - was when I realised that I didn't have a home. No, it wasn't that I lost my house, for I still had one of those, it was that the house I was living in, well, it wasn't my home at all. My home was undefinable. If I found myself at home in a library: so be it. Behind Seljalandsfoss in Iceland? Or maybe even halfway up sólheimajökull? The point is - it didn't matter. I had finally realised why I had been feeling so lost. The forests, lakes and sunsets, the empty streets, fields and roads... Wherever life decided to take me on my journey was where I would call my home.
I felt so free.
It was the happiest moment of my life - standing next to people I didn't like, people whose company I enjoyed, and even some people I loved - realising that I could go anywhere I liked and find a home. A home inside myself or inside someone else. I could take someone all around the world and never look back with homesickness. We could just make a new home for ourselves, maybe even in each other.
It was a powerful experience, but I didn't tell anyone. In fact, this is the first time revealing it at all. But it was the happiest moment of my life, and words can't express the true happiness I felt at that moment.
My only wish is that someday, the place I realised this can become my new home - even if it's only for a little while.
Lunar Love
Tell me that i mean the world to you
Tell me that you love me, even though i know you don't.
Tell me everything i want to hear just to get me through the night,
and i promise when the morning finally comes i'll be alright.
I only miss you when the sun goes down.
I only miss you when the lights go out,
please don't let the lights go out..
In a world full of majestic beings i was an endangered wolf and you were my moonlight.
Every night i cry for a love i will never touch.
A raw understanding is what i have for you, a deep infatuation for your ideologies
and flaw-filled tendencies, is the only thing that runs through my veins,
along with the recurring illusions of your lips touching mine.
with that mirage every inch of your lunar starlight fills the dark pathways to my soul.
