You say you want me

but you quickly turn to other people when I'm not there

You say you need me

but you don't consider what I need

You say you have changed

but you've broken my heart too many times

You say things will be different

It doesn't feel any different, the pain lingers in my beaten and battered heart

You made the same mistake over and over, how am I supposed to trust you now?

You say you will treat me like a Queen

but you made me feel worthless, just another game to win

a game to play

I might as well be an Ice Queen, my heart is cold and numb

bitter from the icy pain

caused by you

The one that promised a pure, faithful love

but couldn’t keep that promise

You say you'll wait a lifetime for me

but I'm the one that hadn't moved on, while you did

You say I'm the only one

but that couldn't be further from the truth

flashes of other girl’s faces run through my mind

my heart breaks

how many others were there?

You take and take and still ask for more

there is no more of my heart to give you, you had it all

What is left is scars, deep and peircing

You say you love me

but now I know you never did, nor ever will

If, for one moment you felt the pain I felt

you would be shocked

shocked that someone could love that much

you would know that unlike the body, the heart does not heal quick, it may last a lifetime

You would be ashamed to even turn my way, knowing how all the things you did to me killed me internally

There is an aching cut within my soul

that screams in agony reminding me,

every moment

of every day,

that the one I thought would spend life with me...

never really loved me

the words that once made my heart swell with joy

are now tarnished and poisoned with lies

I gave you my whole heart,

I didn’t need to say it. I just did.

You, on the other hand, proclaim your “love” for me, but didn’t show it.

no

instead, you lie to “your love” and dangle her heart on a microscopic string,

not realizing she would have given Her whole life for you, her whole world.

You were

her world

you don’t hurt people you love

not over and over again

not ever

How could I have known that your words, promised with love and joy

were a scheme, a manipulation

Or that your words of trustworthiness

were really a facade, a mask, to hide the truth

You never loved me, so please, spare me the flowery phrases, the lame proclamations of love

It doesn’t mean anything unless it’s real

your words of love are just empty voids, a game plan or a script to fill your selfish desires

it seems like the whole earth silently collapses around me, realizing that after all these years, I believed a lie

Love is patient, Love is kind

love does not tolerate betrayal, unfaithfulness,

lies

love is doing everything you can to build the other person up

love is not a game,

where you get bored of one game so you throw it away and grab a new one

it is not filled with mindless chatter and empty words with no action

love is not to be taken lightly

it certainly is not forceful or

full of pain

and love is definitely not this:

When the same person that says

“I love you”

destroys you

petaled hearts

cracked bottles

lost dawns

sleepless nights

strangers doors unlocked

hallaway light left on

starry-eyed

sunken

sober

strained

sundowns

shadows

creeping across the wall

tossed sheets

thrown tables

broken windows

baseless words

violent violets

vulgar vixens

yellowed eyed yarn tossled blonds

young youths hungover

popped pills

pyschedlic panises

crayola colored drugs

romeo to be or not to be

raging rage

crowbar cracked logic

crazy crackheads sniffting the same powder

wailing water works drowning the floorboards

wasted wages on dusty forevers

aging almosts

abused angels

cotton filled stomachs

trying to stop the blood from the gunshot

that grazed the heart on the 2nd floor

another sip

guzzling giggles

loose lips sink ships

liqiour late nights at the bar

mouth agape kissing the lips of strangers

to taste anything

touching the tangibleness of this pain

that could shatter the weakness of the amor that I let through my armor

untied the shoe strings

and set them on the welcome mat

the heart got too comfortable in the chest of another

tatterd seat cushions

chipped tables

cum stained toilet seats

used condoms thrown in the trash can

broken showers

stolen whispers

teared up tears

dagger through the ribcage

long drawn out cries

craddled in the crib

like a baby

holding your own arms

around that tiny soul

pull your own skin apart

to keep yourself warm

in the discomforting

thought

of loneilness

dead roses

wrapped with an obiturary of love that was buried by the last person who stayed in this bed

used cigars

tilted to the mouth to taste the human left upon the edges of it

glass doves

half-eaten choclates

thongs layed across the tub

bent bra wires

champagne bottle

tilted to the side

red lipstick lingerd on the lips of a liar

cheaters covet

he stained with the words I love you

planted it on another bitch

maybe he was the salt she needed

and maybe it is ink that stained him

that made him stay

real tears melt plastic

true love

ain’t true

if isn’t filled with lies

veins filled with novacine

skin sweating morphine

wrist grazed with slits

cursive letters curved

around

my finger

forming

like band

kissed

with words

of a lost forever

blue eyed boys

cause the blues

brown eyed boys

drag you to the grave

midnight curls

make you curse

your existence

brown haired boys

write poetry

and

break your heart

using the alphabet

you don’t have to cross over the ocean

to experince shipwreck

of the soul

dolly parton pink sheets

and babydoll nightgowns

mascara stained bedding

used tissues

lovers leftovers

black and white reruns

replaying the same scenes

the lines used from

your last lover

he was the cancer

that was spreading through your body

he was the pisces , that swam through your ocean

he was the leo , that devored your heart and left you hanging from your veins

the zodiac warned you about being a smart alec

crossing stars

with the devil

kissing the lips dusted in star dusts

red lips bleed blood when applied with pressure , see I asked for the truth but its funny all that came out of her mouth was lies,

she was weak in the heart

she rather sip on cough syrup to ease her guilty consicence

friends don’t slip sugar packets in a bowl of vinegar and try to pass it off as sugar water

see they forget

good liars don’t trip up on their own lies

see you thought I wouldn’t find out how dear sweet f , never mind lets not name drop.

you said

“lets not push each others for our own cause”

but really whats your cause

to strip him down and feed him

ambrosia laced with LSD

see you put theories in is head

about me that wasn’t there

see you have the voice of KAA ( jungle book reference the snake )

but you had the face of medusa

its funny the tricks beauty plays on you

karma lived here

she had the hips of sin

eyes of an demon

and her lover was revenge

Welcome to heartbreak Hotel

leave your heart at home

#they lies we tell in the midnight , all come to light in the morning #new year #exposed

Lizzie Potts, let's make this quick

Lizzie Potts, you make me sick.

Lizzie Potts, your heart is black

Lizzie Potts, this is a fact.

Lizzie Potts, think you're the queen?

Lizzie Potts, you are too mean.

Lizzie Potts, you think you're smart?

Lizzie Potts, you have no heart

Lizzie Potts, you were the one.

Lizzie Potts, now I'm done

Lizzie Potts, I hope I'm clear.

Lizzie Potts, get out of here.

Lizzi Potts, what's your game?

Lizzi Potts, stop dodging blame.

Lizzi Potts, why'd you run?

Lizzi Potts, this isn't fun.

Lizzi Potts, you cut me deep.

Lizzi Potts, you keyed my Jeep.

Lizzi Potts, this is crazy.

Lizzi Potts, quit being lazy.

Lizzi Potts, you're on my list.

(Lizzi Potts, I'm really miffed.)

Lizzi Potts, I won't post bail.

Lizzi Potts, enjoy the jail.

Lizzi Potts, I shall prevail!

Here is a quick list of phrases to know when conversing with a teen.

I've found that many of my slightly "older" friends need a translator when they are out or seeing something a teen sent. This is basically my second language....If I didn't have to take Spanish, I'd take teen and get an A. If there are any other terms that you want defined, leave a comment!

i'm shook

shocked. eg. OMG that movie was so crazy, i'm shook!!

its lit

1) really cool or fun 2) under the influence

eg. The party last night was LIT bro!

fam

close friends, homies

eg. What up fam!

deadass

seriously

eg. i ain't lying bro, I'm deadass

can’t even

too ridiculous.....

eg. Bro, I can't even.....

bye felicia

just leave. NOW

eg. "hey guys i'm leaving" "bye felicia!"

Use this in your teen dialogue for stories! Lately I've been reading a lot of YA and the type of teens written in the books are just not relatable. Teens today text. They use this slang.

This is how teens today talk. Watch some Jake Paul or something and you'll hear all of these like 100x

originally shared here: https://commaful.com/play/pluto/how-to-talk-teen/ it even got featured on the trending page for 2 days :D :D https://commaful.com/tags/

Author note: this is my first post here so figured I'd post a short fun one as a test. Plan to post some longer original work in the future. Also follow me in Wattpad! https://www.wattpad.com/user/plutoistheworld

#story #humor #comedy #funny #teenager #slang #teen #genz #lit #fam #felicia

Before you hurt someone think straight,

Maybe their life is already twisted,

Don’t pull the gun out behave,

Kill me please He insisted,

He didn’t think straight just wanted out

The killer didn’t understand why so

He fight it out,

Family worried didn’t know he’s abouts

Call the police please and find out

Bamm, bamm shots have rang out

Life taken away young and stressed out,

Left he’s kids fatherless

For the easy way out.

~Rafa~

9/28/17

Silence inscribed on my ceiling

     canopy of unheard words.

     I listen and hear

     soft resonance in stillness.

I touch a lonely pebble

     hear the faint messages

     enveloped in tranquility

     hush of echoes

Total release woven

     in garment of peace,

     whispering when

     no one is there.

No reflections of my past

     disturb my hushed mind

     accepting my submission

     to peace in bucolic place

I float gracefully into world

     of unimpaired spirit,

     roadblocks to sight and sound

     are excised from periphery.

Release of calmness

     restoring my psyche

     hearkening to words

     that are unheard

     and soundless.

Silently, I release

     yesterday’s sorrow,

     enveloped in serenity

     cocooned in solitude

     subtle sighhhh!

I

am

the

world

in

a

crying

tear

and

I

fall

into

rivers of

flowing pain

I

shed

layers of

my loss

creating

a

pile of

excess baggage

the wet gashes of

oversupply are rain

spray in a time drizzle

Though I cry sometimes

I am showered in the rainbows