I fell in love with you

You made my heart flutter

Until it all came crashing down

I found your corpse slumped over in the driver seat

The garage door closed and a pipe from the back of the car to the driver side window

My love ...

Why did you leave me so

It tore me apart inside knowing that you were gone forever

I needed you, but you left in my time of need

That next month, they found my body in the same position I had found you

"Two lovers meet their ends in the same way", as was stated in the newspaper

I can't wait to meet you in the Woods of the Seventh Circle of Hell

We will be happy together for many an eternity

And I will still be loving you through everything

I Love You!

You establish a need for the bank

Appoint a board of directors, preferably wealthy business owners to put up the starting capital

You continue to follow the steps to establishing and running a bank

Then when everyone is convinced that you are really good at running the bank, you take advantage of their ignorance

You take so much money every so often until you have enough to start a new bank

You keep doing this until you have a steady income coming from running these banks and the income that you earn by stealing so much money every so often

If I give you a cup of white wine, you'll get a bit drowsy

If I give you a cup of red wine, you'll nod off here and there

You go from well Greek god to a member of the lowest class

You have no power where Hades rules

You are an illegitimate child

You feign royalty

You spend your time wasting away, drinking, instead of watching the humans

You had a chance to step up and be a god, but you chose your wine

Then you are hurt when your royalty and legitimacy is questioned

Your choices have led you to this point

If I give you a cup of white wine, you'll get a bit drowsy

If I give you a cup of red wine, you'll nod off here and there

Did you know that the wind whispers secrets?

Secrets of a forgotten world that lies just beyond the horizon

Did you know that the wind tells stories about the past?

Stories about Napoleon and Andrew Jackson

Did you know that the wind speaks to me?

It tells me everything about the world

It tells me to be kind and care about other's feelings

Did you know that the wind smiles?

It smiles for every child and adult

Did you know that the wind cares about you?

It gives you hugs especially when you really need them

Did you know that the wind has feelings too?

Next time you feel the winds hug or hear it whisper its secrets, you should tell it how much it means to you that even when no one else cares, that it will always care about you no matter what you do

Did You Know??

I can still see your smile reflected in the water

I can still hear your sweet whispers in my ears

I can still feel your embrace when I think about you

I can still remember how you made me feel

I remember our long hikes through the woods

I remember our barbeque dinners out on the deck with our neighbors

You made me happy

You helped me get out of my depressive state

You loved me when no one else would

You were my everything

...UNTIL...

You broke my heart

You ripped my heart out of my chest and burned it before me

You devoured my innocence

You reveled in my agony

And it was all for another woman

You and that wretch deserve each other

I will see you both in Hell

I decided to go a different way home because I thought I was being followed

I ended up in an alley... a dark and dreary alley

The dumpsters were filled to the brim with rotting foods and trash

Rodents and other pests relished in its filth

The stinch was almost unbearable

I almost made it out, until I saw Him

He was slumped over with an empty bottle of whiskey in his hand

He must be drunk I tried to convince myself, but there was no denying the fact that this man was dead

He lacked a pulse and there were maggots feasting on his decaying flesh

Pill bugs dug into his flesh to build homes

Rats gnawed on his exposed bones

Flies buzzed around his corpse trying to lay more eggs

Roaches roamed over this deceased man as if he didn't exist

The smell of Human flesh rotting was simply too much for me

I vomited after witnessing this horrendous sight

I couldn't have even prepared myself for what I saw next

A poor man, who looked like he lived in the slums, came upon the corpse and began devouring parts of the body

He seemed to enjoy it

His malicious smile as he ate from the rotting corpse

Hope eludes me

I can't exactly understand why

I am too busy racking my brain trying to find the source of the pain

What trauma caused me to be the way I am today

On days like this I feel insane

I wish I could sleep the day away

But my mind won't let me

It replays terrible memories and revels in my agony as I am tortured by my past

Thank you, Brain!

Because of you my heart hurts

The pain is almost too much to bear

I hope you are proud of yourself

You have killed my innocence

You have murdered my happiness

And I hope you feel the pain you forced me to endure

I hope that in the Afterlife Satan himself will torture your poor soul for eternity

If only after I have murdered your happiness and killed your innocence twice as much as you did mine

And maybe then you will understand the raw hatred for someone you once loved

You better hope Satan finds you before I do

I return back to the place where we first met

I am reminded of all of those times we spent together

Those wonderful memories come back, flooding my mind

I remember how happy we were together

Then I start to regret the fact that I was the one that put an end to our relationship

I start to feel guilty about what I said during out intense arguments

I remember the first fight we ever had

I realize how the fight started over something so petty

Our fights were verbally violent

I never meant to hurt you, I just wanted you to hear me

I'm sure you wanted the same

I know that in the end that killing our relationship was a good decision

I wish it could have ended in a nicer way

I am sorry for my part in how terribly it ended

I hate being reminded of your sweet smile or your kind, blue eyes

Because it takes me back to that time where we were happy

That time before the arguments

I will move on from this point in my life, I hope you do as well

But I will never forget all those wonderful memories