Do you really think it’s true

That whenever you think of someone

They’re thinking of you too?

I think that’s kinda sweet

a really endearing thought

two souls across the cosmos

connected through thoughts

Maybe it’s a lie

But at least it’s a happy one

Easy to swallow

The world would be much kinder

If we filled it up with happy lies

The kind that spread joy

and celebrate life

So tonight when I think of you

I hope you’ll think of me too

And when tomorrow comes and we’re together again

Maybe, just maybe

we’ll be more than friends

My first kiss, stolen by a boy

Turned man.

My first everything a drunken mistake ,

I was not drunk.

I have new definitions

New words for love

New words for first.

A girl swinging through my blues

A first declaration of consent

A first declaration of peace.

To reclaim the lost

One must go through the dark.

So much pressure

Why did I give in

Why was he drunk.

I will learn to say no

I will say no

No.

Not tonight, not tomorrow,

Please never again.

She lulls me back to sleep

My dreams are gone again.

I smell peaches and summer breeze

I have returned.

I’m accepted

I’m loved

I am she is me

The smell of car freshener takes me back

Back to a time I’d rather not go to

A certain phrase and I’ll get chills

Chills that freeze my body

I didn’t like you

I didn’t like myself

Thinking back and I regret so much

I was impatient and scared

The taste of your breath is still on my tongue

If I I swallow I fear I’ll lose it

Why am I afraid to let you go

I have no happy memories of us

There was no us

Only you

You came first

And I did not cum at all

And their pleas fell on deaf ears for I was too

Swept up in innocent taboo

And the lightning crashed and it shook the house and I thought I left the lights on

I knew he was wrong for me

But I was too impatient to wait for Mrs. Right

Then the rain came down and it pounded the ground and I thought I closed the doors

I’m smarter than that how did I love like that

Why did the lightning crash

I knew better than that why did I love like that

Where did the rain come from

When he leaves me alone I am at peace

I can hear the frogs croaking

When it’s just me and myself I feel love

The fireflies flash their mating song

#poetry #beginner #peace #love #bi

Once, long ago, I had a crush. Unfortunately, my crush had recently started dating a nice girl who was extremely active in many clubs. One of these clubs that she was involved in was the Enviromental Club. Because his girlfriend was in this club, he also joined in it. I, noticing that he went to every event, meeting, and fundraiser, decided that joining the club would lead to a better friendship between the two of us. Being the ambitious young woman I am, and wanting to impress a certain young man, I became the vice president of the Environmental Club. Of course, his girlfriend was the president. Eventually, after about 3 months, the two of them broke up. After waiting a respectable time period, I went up to him and asked him if he wanted to hang out sometime. It was then that he told me the reason for breaking up with his girlfriend. It turns out that going to every meeting and event made him miss out on a few fun events, and he was tired of having his life revolve around the Enviromental Club. He also mentioned that he wouldn't date another person who was so dedicated to the club. When I mentioned that I was actually thinking about quitting, he said that I shouldn't quit on his account. Moral of the story, don't go joining clubs just to get closer to a dude you like, for you may just become stuck.