As I look back at my life I see that I was an ordinary child, born to ordinary middle class family on an ordinary day. I was loved and cared for. Only boy and more precious for it. I was raised with convictions that greatness awaited me and was given every opportunity to achieve it. As a child to me, everything was allowed within reason. My sister on the other hand had to be obedient and respectful. Stay at home and do the things that were expected from her. All she did was study. I on the other hand had many friends. I had fun.

I grew up.

Study! Yes I will, but later. Today I have a plan with my friends. Go to the university! Sure but later, this year I think I'll go on a long vacation. Take example from your sister who is so successful in everything she does! Sure, but later. Now I'm meeting with my girlfriend. Anyway she had to work so hard for it all. Was it truly worth all the sleepless nights? Work the job that will make you feel fulfilled! Of course I will, but later. Right now This job is an easy pay and no serious responsibilities. I will earn some money and than look for a real job. Save for the future! Sure, but later. Right now I need money to leave the way I want to leave. Future is so far away and my needs are now. there is no hurry. Find true love! I will, but later. Right now this girl is beautiful enough. She knows me so well and she dose everything around the house. I honestly can't imagine how I did things before her. Don't settle for less! I won't, I will work something out, but later. She really is a nice girl and we go so well together. Sure we are not crazy for each other, but we will be happy enough. Don't shut her out, love her if you chose her! Yes, yes I will, but later. Right now some distance will be good fore us. I need a little time to myself and god now she can use some to. Be with your children! I will of course, but later. Now I have to work and earn money for my family. They will understand when they are older. No they won't! Later. I will explain to then later. Do not give up on happiness and be content in the misery! Yes I know. This is no way to love. I have to let go, but later. Right now we have children and work... and what would our friends and acquaintances think if we just separated. I can't make my family the talk of the town. Don't miss out on the beauty of life! I understand. I will enjoy it, but later. Right now there is just so much to do at work and with the family. There just isn't any time for fun and the simple joys of life. Later. Later.

But you're already to late!

So now here I am, an old man seating alone in an empty house. I always thought there would be a magical world of tomorrow, where everything I was not today, I could become there. So I never studied hard, didn't go to a good university, or find a decent job I could love. I had many chances handed to me, but I never took any of them. I never searched for true love and just settled for what was available at the time. So I made not only myself miserable in this sorry excuse of a marriage, but her as well. Still I could have been happy even in this situation with beautiful children she gifted me, but I never had time for them, or for her. They grew up resenting me and eventually leaving never to return again. We were miserable, but I was still to much of a coward to pull the trigger and just dragged it all out. Finally she found courage I never had and ended it all. She was free and a little bit happier. Now, I am really alone. Old man sitting in a chair, with life holding a gun against my temple. For the first time the cold steel made the thought of today feel so precious to me. Looking out at a beautiful sunset and at the end of this road, finally seeing its true beauty. A

sound of gun cocking broke the silence. Maybe happiness is still a possibility for me. It is so close, within arms reach. I can change my entire life and finally be content. I can give the people I love the version of me they truly deserve. Yes. Later...

BANG...

Gut wrenching tragedy about a man giving away apple stock shares.

OCEANS TWELVE

Good looking man explainig in great details why stilling is good and even fun.

TITANIC

A board hugging stuck up girl lets a handsome man I should have ended up with die, all the while holding his hand and watching as life drained from his Eyes.

LION KING

After his uncle gruesomly murders his father, young Simba decides to runaway from home. He soon meets two hobos, who decide to raise him for ulterior reasons, all the while feeding him insects and bugs. As he growes up his half sister flirts with him and for her he goes back and gets some guys to kill his uncle. With this he makes his mother vary proud. As a reward Simba gets a harem filled with woman who onced beloged to his father.

Many were sad in a world wich offered happiness to only those who could see its beauty. So a girl with an ordinary life felt sad sometimes to. One day, a fearry offered her magic cookies, which would wash away any sadnes for a day. Many enjoyed them, but as with everything else magic cookies came with a prise. “What is the price?“

That my dear child you will know only after eating them. So she threw caution to the wind and eat one. Everything suddenly became beautiful, radiating with thousands of lights. Happiness filled her heart. At that moment she saw a huge vase and climbed inside it. For the next twenty minutes she stood there unmoved, as she was a tree and understood mother earth completely. ”why are you standing in a vase?” Aked her friend shooked. So... maby not everyon saw her as a tree. So her frand made her climb out of the vase. This did not make the girl happy, so she decided to lay on the floor and experience the life of a snail. I mean how are they so slow, but so peacfull. It must be so pleasant to move that slow.

Of course she did not move at all. So her friend had to drag her to the leaving room by her lags. You see today was a big day for her, but she was unaware of it. He asked her the most important question and she said yes... To be completely honest she did think he was just offering her another slice of pizz, but got a ring instead. She felt so peacfull that decided to go with the flow. maby that way he would finlly give her that pizza slice. Everyone celebrated. Next day when she woke up and the magic of the cookies had worn of, she realized what had transpired. So, there she was engaged to be married to a guy she quite honestly was going to brake up with and not one slice of pizza anywhere In sight. The price of magic was to high. She sighed. There was nothing she could have done at this point and tooke out another cookie from under the pillow. Happiness... once again it flickered in her eyes.

I once dreamed of a world with nothing in it. I was seating in a back of a cab with no driver, heading nowhere. The world was empty and sad because of it. Yet I felt happiest I had ever been, because I had you beside me. I was content, because we were enough. You looked at me and I new that I truly existed in those Eyes. You smiled and kissed me on the cheek. The warmth spread out and gave my heart reason to beat. I open my eyes remembering you and smiled. Your kiss had followed me and still felt warm on my cheek. O what a dream you were, my love.

I guess even the weather new of today. Rain poured down, trying to wash away eny trace of you. I stood without any emotion on my cold face, looking at the sky above. the clouds were covering everything so desperately, as if to never let a sunshine escape there clutches. How could I dare to gaze upon your ever so happy face and be met with deffenin silence of the end. Still, tomorrow will come and sunshine will escape the misery of today. It will still offer the comfort of someday. The beginning of a world deprived of you.