I sit in silence, so somber,

Reflection at hand.

Yearning for the yester years,

Lifes lessons to understand.

Uneasy and unsure,

On which direction my gaze.

Longines for tomorrow's sun,

Or reliving yesterday's.

In all my contemplation,

I embrace my aching heart.

As it suffers through the mourning,

At loves bitter part.

Although my heart needs mending,

My spirit starts to soar.

Beholden to the dreams a new,

And a love of ever more.

In these moments of happiness,

My soul begins to dance.

I forgo the chains of doubt and fear,

And offer love another chance.

In the end we're always given,

The simplest of choice.

Risk living in what could have been,

Or, dare to rejoice! 

I sit in silence, so somber,

Reflection at hand.

Yearning for the yester years,

Lifes lessons to understand.

Uneasy and unsure,

On which direction my gaze.

Longines for tomorrow's sun,

Or reliving yesterday's.

In all my contemplation,

I embrace my aching heart.

As it suffers through the mourning,

At loves bitter part.

Although my heart needs mending,

My spirit starts to soar.

Beholden to the dreams a new,

And a love of ever more.

In these moments of happiness,

My soul begins to dance.

I forgo the chains of doubt and fear,

And offer love another chance.

In the end we're always given,

The simplest of choice.

Risk living in what could have been,

Or, dare to rejoice! 

I Sit in silence, so somber,

Reflection at hand.

Yearning for the yester years,

Lifes lessons to understand.

Uneasy and unsure,

On which direction my gaze.

Longines for tomorrow's sun,

Or reliving yesterday's.

In my contemplation,

I embrace my aching heart.

As it suffers through the mourning,

At loves bitter part.

Although my heart needs mending,

My spirit starts to soar.

Beholden to the dreams a new,

And a love of ever more.

In these moments of happiness,

My soul begins to dance.

I forgo the chains of doubt and fear,

And offer love another chance.

In the end we're always given,

The simplest of choice.

Risk living in what could have been,

Or, dare to rejoice!

Xoxo 

Promises broken,

Dreams turn to dismay,

Rage begins bubbling,

Hatred no longer kept at bay.

Fueled by the furry,

Of loves broken vow,

By the dreams that once were,

And the bitter loneliness now.

Instinct takes over,

Sadness yielding to resolve,

Standing with purpose,

Loves conviction, absolved.

Feverishly erecting,

The hearts fortress, secure,

An impregnable stronghold,

Its safety ensured.

Confidence unwavering,

No matter, fraud or fact,

Forging on ahead,

Without looking back.

Entrusting in the promise,

The heart once prematurely secured,

Now cautious, not jaded,

That oneness assured.

Despite the misgivings,

The trials, the tears,

Forgiving the wrongs,

And forgoing the fears.

That yearning for closeness,

A desire to reveal ,

Longing for acceptance,

Is what enables us to heal.

Foreseeing love in the future,

Requires understanding ones past,

Embracing each moment,

Allowing for chance.

I pray thee made ready,

A hearts fortress, tight and secure,

But didn’t forgo a front entry,

Inviting love evermore.