I love you

Not as a friend

But as so much more

I wish I could wake up next to you

Every morning

Bathed in the sunlight of your smile

I should have taken you seriously

When you said you had loved me since the second grade

Instead of laughing

But I was young, stupid, and afraid

I will always regret that

I should have told you to stay

That night

I didn't want you to go

And looking back

You didn't want to either

But I didn't know you weren't coming back

If I had

I wouldn't have shoved you out the door calling you an idiot

You knew I was joking and feigned insult

But I wish I would have at least said

Goodbye

Brother,

Comrade,

Death has come calling,

Do not fear,

Elysium awaits you,

Where you can tend your land,

Mend your fences,

Break your horses,

And live with love for all time.

I, for one, shall envy you,

Until my day has come,

And then,

We can both talk of those small things again,

And share a drink in the evening light.

Demon attack: "Get up, sister. I'm finding a way to get you out of this, Winchester style. You're not dying on me today. You can't- I love you too much."

A sad and tragic way: "I know we don't have long so I'll make this short: I love you babe, keep your hats low and feelings in check or else they'll start to fight, and always, ALWAYS listen to Fall Out Boy in heaven. Or wherever you want to go after this. You improve my life by infinity. Okay? Okay. Just know that you're not really leaving me, I'll remember that. I promise."

All-encompassing way: "Nope. Definitely not. Get up, I'll get you out of here, and I'll murder anyone who stops me."

"I don't think you know how much I love you. How much I beam when I'm with you. If you left... If... If you died... I think I might break. My heart would be first, of course--it would be torn in half, bruised and abused. Then I would slowly go into a state of depressed silence. I would want to cry all the time, yet my tears would be stuck. When... When I hear your name, I think of all the happy memories we've had together. I think of your smile, which I always look for when I'm feeling angry or annoyed or just plain sad. You are the one person that makes me laugh when I want to scream, the one person who reaches out to me when I just want to sob. I've laughed with you and cried with you and done "secret missions" with you. I've gotten annoyed with you, true, but you have also, with me. I don't recall any actual fights we've had--not really. You have always been there for me, through good times and bad. And now I can't imagine being without you. I... Hope you are happy, wherever you go next. Life is one journey, and death is another. I love you. Goodbye."

Don't go.

I'm so afraid of the without of you.

Not for the hole you'll leave in me, but for the threat of it healing someday.

I've always been too good at recovering, at coping. I don't want to recovery from this. I want the torment of your final breath as a forever stain on my mirror.

It's the last thing you'll ever give me.

So don't go if I can't keep that final thing you give me forever.

Stay and haunt me.

I know we haven't been around each other much but I can't say I haven't been thinking about you constantly!

You're not only my homie, or my bestie little things without meaning; you're my sister, my other half and I'll forever and always will love you.

Don't go running off on me now in heaven as I don't know when I'll be joining you but I-I'll miss you sugar; just promise me you'll remember me when I get there.

To crown and behold, with a final Embrace.

Or to kill myself, a ruler with no shame and no face.

As you lay before my eyes, see the Death and have no surprise.

For you struck me down once Already, a villain with no age and a A hunter who leaves nothing in his Wake.

Can you blame one so ignorant, so New to the world of the colorless And close-cut papers?

Of not knowing when homes are All shut.

Are the sins of a child not laid to Rest, in a world of shame and Rapers?

Who's fading away now?

After crime and time wasted on Searching for the shadow of your Smile, who will fill Kingdom with Their grace now?

Why did you leave?

Why didn't you say goodbye?

Why are you leaving me again?

Was I ever your friend to begin With?

Or just another monster to throw And catch in your tumult of Crashing emotions and rage,

Another page to walk on by,

Just as you left me.

Just as you leave me now, my King.

Who brought disaster and ruin, Love and peace to this great land, And who now takes with him just As much as he leaves,

Nothing.

Prick

I don't want you to go, but don't worry. Only happiness will be waiting for you on the Other Side. . . Everything will work out. I know you've joked about you going to hell, but that's not gonna happen. I'll have a personal talk with God if I need to.

Just have fun, okay? I'll miss you. I'll try not to cry too much.

And say hi to Dave for me, will you?