First of all I'd like to say hear me out before you lay.

One single post, will heed your thoughts.

Loneliness will get addressed.

Loving people comment today.

Only you can say your pain.

Will you consider?

So begins the beautiful journey.

Piercing through all the fields.

Rain has all disappeared.

In the end it's the best.

No way anyone can push this test.

God I wish this never ends.

May I say a few more words.

All the time is going, "cheers".

Ray's of sun may hit my head.

Changing all my gloomy days.

Here's all the dismay.

Ending is my biggest fear.

Quills are all those weird looking rears.

Unless the days never go.

I won't stop crying on those phones.

Nowhere that i can go.

One day will follow another.

Xenophobia will kill us all.

One may say life is an adventure, another may say it is a mystery. Truly it cannot be known what will become of us. But I must say for now, it is where the monsters, demons, angels and fantasies hide. Where we cannot find are where they hide. But most people think that they are alive. The truth is, that we ourselves are all of those things. We want to admit we are all perfect but all of us have flaws. The girl in math that has an A? Well she hates herself more than you. The bully that took you money? He has no emotional support, no love shown to him. To make it simple, life isn't describable. There's no more to it than this.

One of my friends told me that I didn't need to share my food with her. I thought that I didn't have to anyways since I wasn't going to give her any food. Then a few days later one of my other friends gives us a huge chip bag to share, I didn't like that kind of chips so I let my friend that said I don't have to share my food with her have it. Then the friend that gave us chips pulls out doritos and gives it to us, I take it but my friend holds on to it.

"Uhh _ _ _ _ you already have chips?"

"Yeah but she want's us to share"

"But you have chips?"

"Oh come on you NEVER share with me, I've shared with you plenty of times!"

I've given her $5 because she forgot some, tried to comfort her and this is what I get?

Honestly In our last period class I go and share my slideshow with one of my friends. She comes up to us and asks if she can present to my friend too. I tell her no, and she argues so I argue back. Then a guy starts screaming at us to shut up. And then she starts to get upset and goes to her desk. I put away my laptop and the bell rings. I see her crying and ask her whats wrong. She tells me to go away and leave her alone. My friend passes by and I ask my friend to comfort her. We both stare at her crying and then my teacher comes in and starts to get mad at ME! I honestly don't know what to do.

"How are you?"

"I'm fine."

"Oh that's nice"

She puts down her phone while you start to cry because your parents always overhear your calls and you can't stop them. You aren't okay, your a scared child waiting for someone to rescue you from this shitty world, and this shitty house.

I'm fine, the one lie everyone says. Why? We never know who's sad or happy because we always judge a book by their cover.

"Oh look at her, so glad she's happy! The smile never leaves her face does it?"

no it doesn't, its because she can't stop. No one can stop smiling.

Everyone thinks that a PERSON made the world. This is not true! I ain't sparing science geeks that say that the "Big Bang" made the world. Nuh-uh, actually it all started in the universe. All the darkness came together and formed only black skies. No-one saw anything in the vast black sky. One day one dark hole came up to another, "I feel very full.." it said. " Me too!" said another. All the other black holes agreed and then they shot out all the planets and stars that made light.

"This is honestly much more nice" called a black hole.

And this is how the world came to be!

honestly i feel like writing is weird. i dunno why or how to do it i prefer drawing anime and i dont know why im doing this but it makes me feel good i cant think of anything so im letting my fingers do the typing for me im not even adding punctuation random words are stuck in my head like cucumber watermelon sour patch reeses pieces gummy bears i want to sleep but i have a project due on friday and also two more but im not done what am i going to do i feel like a failiure imma just go draw and go sleep.