seen
being unseen
then
being seen
what once was
impossible
becomes
possible
lift a hand to the sky
and thank life
for
bringing you joy
being broken
oh so broken
then
realizing it's a lie
and
you've been here the
whole time
it's a whole
new
way of living,
when you're free
even in the
dark
i can spread
rainbow paint
with the toes
of my tennis shoes
it's unseen
but
i can see
Midnight men says smile
Smile girl
He says smile girl
He says pretty girls smile with their mouth wide
So I smile
With my talons
Showing
Just in case
He’s tries to
Bite the monster out of me
Let him know I am A wolf
I will howl
Until the whole neighborhood hears me
I got blood on my teeth from smiling so wide
Pulling back my jaw
Doing as I am told
You know what happens
To pretty girls
Who don't smile
At midnight men
They end up disappearing
In the middle of the night
I just need to go home
So I give him a smile
“ He says pretty girls smile with their mouth wide “
But inside I feel so ugly
I wonder how many teeth he has collected from the girls who didnt smile back at him
Glutton
These burdens I carry,
From the ignorance before me
They say you pay
For your father’s sins
& he bit off much,
But chewed none
I am the retch
And my growth,
The vomit
Steering through
Venomous genes
Only now,
I draw conclusions
In the powder
Of this broken home
It’s the hindsight
That lights the truth
The butterfly,
Affected
So we bathe
In what we’ve taught ourselves
And have hope
That one day
The rain will wash it all away
dOn’T (aka autocorrect officially hates me with a passion)
Xiii| dOn’T LisTeN tO TheM
97; each whisper lingers in your h e a r t
v! doubting the faith, hope, dreams drilled into it
-48) each word breaks r e l a t i o n s h i p s
P. until you crumple in a quiet corner and cry with only ThEm to accompany you
66! each wail cripples your h e a r i n g
m. they ring in your ears and are all you can hear
Vi) DoN’T tALk aBOuT tHEm
74. each whisper sends h e a d s turning
N! mouths twisted in sneers, noses crinkled, eyes squinted in repulsion
-21. each word prompts another offer for h e l p
C; thrown pity like fallen petals, plucked from the rose of sympathy
16| each wail plasters another l a b e l
q. ripping your heart slowly, agonizingly piece by piece
xi; DOn’t tHinK AbOUt THem
32. each whisper h a u n t s you
t) in your dreams, in your memories, in your happiness, in you
89. each word stabs your s a n i t y
Y! absorbing it secretly through cool, metal blades
-50| each wail guides you to the e d g e
r. teetering back and forth aNd bACk anD FoRTh ANd baCK aND fORtH AnD bACK AND FORTH AND BACK AND FORTH AND BACK AND FORTH
IV. dON’t iGNorE tHeM
B) each whirl becomes u s e l e s s
3! sentenced to an escape-less, endless mental torture
Allies
Saw the colors in me
When I turned off the light
Knew who I really wanted to be
A smile on my face they want to write
They are not a part of our community
But they understand our daily struggles
They have a mature and open mentality
Making us see life in better angles
Some people are not just friends
They are a part of your familly
In your relationships you see no ends
Enjoying moments, living life happily
Sometimes we get rejected
Many people turning us their backs
They'll make you feel protected
Going with you on the same track
They'll push you to the top
When your familly is taking you down
From your eyes no more tears will drop
On your head they'll put a rainbow crown
And when life gets brighter
They'll celebrate your victory
All of you were the fighters
The reason behind this glory