April IV
It was the fourth day of the fourth month
Four years short from the disco edge
That day is your birthday, my hey day
My soldier's D Day, hanging on a ledge
And in that day I swore I'd make you love me
Shy as I was to invent the process
You saw me and I saw you and on we looked
Then you turned and denied my meek prowess
Now I have turned my fourth year
Before I complete the whole sixty
With the power to light you birthday's candle
And make you love me a plenty
I'll sow the seeds of love in your heart
They'll grow for you to see me as you should
The one heart that wanted you
The one you said, with a look, was no good
But as I plant more of them in you
They seems to sprout into some unnatural form
You see me in your dreams, you know I'm there
Yet you prefer fire and brimstone to paradise as norm
Now I pull at everything I have with might
I won't scare you, force you, and want to hear your words
Yet I more I reach you from within
The more your mute angry words remain shriller to be heard
Now I have the power, and you have none
Now I can make you mine, my presence you can't shun
You're in my heart and that can't be undone
Am I in yours? Powerful, still an answer that doesn't come
On a fourth day of a fourth cruelest month
You were born to remind me that I live
With the Power of Love, and though omnipotent,
My best choice is not with the love I'll take
But the love I hope one day you're willing to give.
A few (really bad) jokes
Kid: “Hey mom! I’m a unicorn!”
Mom to Dad: “...we need to lock that drawer...”
Person to friend: "Hey, what's wrong with you, why can I see through you?"
Friend: "Well, I found out that my kid is transgender, so I guess you could say I'm transparent."
Mom: "Honey, why is our son sitting in the fish tank?"
Dad: "Well.. I told him he was an Aquarius...."
Person A: "You said your friend was a cat person?"
Person B: "Yeah."
Person A: "You do realize 'cat person' and 'furry' are different things, right?"
The Bally
This way!! This way!!
Step right up!!
Men in the back
And children
In front!!
Come one come all!!
Please!!
Gather around!!
Come see the greatest
Show to be found!!
Come see the strange!!
The weird!!
And the small!!
Gather round, gather round!!
Come see them all!!
Bodies with two heads!!
Four arms!!
It’s gross!!
Come in to see
All that we boast!!
The faint of heart
Please!! Step to the side
There is no space!!
No place here
To hide!!
It’s shocking!! I’d say
But all in good fun
Come now
Get closer!!
Step up everyone!!
#poetry #freeverse #adventure #fantasy #horror
Devils dance
On fiery feet
Inside my head
While I try to sleep
Demons toast to
Each defeat
Gorging
On my bittersweet
Sirens sing of
My deceits
The draining songs
Stuck on repeat
I toss and turn
They don’t retreat
Every night
They come to meet
And celebrate
My incomplete
#poetry #freeverse #fantasy #horror #thoughts #sleep #dreams
A Sonnet of the Ship of the Damned
Black water swirled around
Black oars splash in the sea
Can't try to run; all will be found
On a big dark ship is me
Ship of the damned crosses the Styx
Charon smiles under his hood
He knows we can perform no tricks
In our lives we were not good
Our big, black barge comes to Hades soil
We know we are bound for Tartarus
In the fields of punnishment, we will toil
No hope of Lethe or rebirth for us
Past poplar trees, we find our new home
Our dear pit will make sure we cannot rome
#poetry #sonnet #styx #afterlife #greekmythology
I understand.. I like to think so
Like neglect I’m forgotten in an instance, you don’t love me, you never did. You pushed me away with a single action, a single lie, a single misconception.
Like magnets we are on the same side both negative toward each other pushing away and away.
No longer attraction, just separation by an unknown force. You don’t love me, no you never did. I feel unwanted, unloved, betrayed but most importantly.. not enough. This isn’t love.. it never was. I’ll never be enough for you.. never.
I’ll always love you. I’m sorry.. I really am..
I like to think I understand.. but I’ll never fully will. You can stand in someone’s shoes.. doesn’t mean you’ll always fit them.