(Door A)                                          (Door B)

Ears closed,                                       Discovering the answers

heart shut down,                               without asking others first,

forgetting the human touch               exploring with all your heart

to everyday life.                                 without caring for the consequences.

Lonely even with everybody?     Or     Alone, but not lonely?

You bleed ripples in my calm waters of sanity

Beautiful like angel never doubted my certainty

Can I drift in a boat made of your dreams, but alas

Little I knew your true self was loaded with ego harass

Didn’t think such fake symptoms just shaped who I was for your liking

Like an idiot followed your shadows of love didn’t mind asking

A false hope clinged to my arms to pull me again to you

Resistance grew an armor with such broken glass of your face in view

I may be fighting miles away from you with a shield of karma

I’m getting too embarrassed to say my love was made in China

Why do I try when it matters not?

Rules to be followed by no one but me.

It appears that others can do what they want.

Triple the work and double the stress.

Why work such long hours

when there’s no one to impress.

A pat on the back or thanks would be nice.

For your mess I cleaned up

not just once, but twice.

Wish I could be lazy and a slacker too.

But the problem with that is

I’d be just like you.

Guess I’ll continue doing what I do.

With commitment and integrity

I’ll set the example for you.

We all rush through its streets and dream of natures trails,

we look upon and climb towers and yet we dream of trees,

we pass humans of all type and still we dream of animals.

We dream of passing time in nature yet we let time pass us in the city.

I wish everyone knew, the beauty of the city.

I've never been the girl

Who hides behind the masses

Sitting still, waiting for attention.

Nor am I the type

To sit in the wings behind a man

Silent, patient, listening for his plan.

I am the one who acts

As her mind decides

That this is who I am inside.

I am the warrior,

Searching for her sword,

Not hoping for a different protector.

I am the knight,

Valliant, brave, not weak in the slightest.

Slaying my own dragons, playing in their fire.

These wounds I have gotten

Are nothing more than a prize.

For how can I be ashamed

Of what they all symbolize.

Trials and fights for my own beliefs

Battles to protect those in need,

But above all else,

I am still me.

   Everyday our world is changing, each individual, location, and event throughout history creates a chain reaction. 

Our life span is numbered, but our mark will leave a imprint apon the world for better or worse. 

We struggle through all forms of conflict; no matter what there will be antagonism. 

   We move from the positive to negative, and vice-versa;

climb the highest mountain range; live a inescapable life. lose yourself from isolation; find your way to freedom and civilisation, redeeming your faith humanity. 

   In the end it can make or break a life. 

I'm watching you stand there

With a flower in your hair

And wearing nothing else

Your hand hovering on your hip

Making contact with only your finger tips

Completely unaware of yourself

Your eyes smile to me 

Knowing 

You've been caught

Standing there  

In mid-thought

Planning what your day is to be

The morning sun

shadows half of your perfect body

And you're fixed 

between a world 

split in two

I hold my breath 

My heart escapes death

I know just what you're going to do

You rush to my bed

With both your hands on my head

You press your eyelids against my lips

And with your nose 

you trace

All the lines of my face 

And I breathe you in 

In little sips

When you pulled away

I begged you to stay

You said 

you'd only be while

So needless to say 

When I woke up today

I started 

with a smile